SCMC

Somebody asked me what do you sacrifice to be in SCMC.. I told him I sacrificed my time with family, friends and also time for studies.. Then what do I gain in SCMC? I told him I gain many friends, new experience and overcome challenges.. I never regret joining SCMC.. even though a lot of things happened.. after all these.. it makes me stronger to do my stuffs well.. and ignore all distractions.. I just do what I feel I have to do as a MC or a director.. since I have joined SCMC, I am already prepared what I going to face and unexpected results may be obtained.. not everything will go smoothly lor.. this is a good training for me..
why I join SCMC.. maybe I just want to challenge myself to see whether I can cope both studies and CCA.. only good in studies is not everything.. I also hope I can be a all rounder.. I put down a aim to maintain or increase my CAP in my term.. but seems like it is impossible for me.. I cannot really manage my time well.. hai~ so sad.. haha.. but anyway I am all prepared for it.. and I feel the drop in cap is expected and worthy.. I already have tried a lor of new stuff and go thru the whole package of being a SCMC.. tried not to miss much.. and enjoyed myself..
Another reason that I join MC is also because I want to be director.. I want to do something for .. it has a lot of potential and I want to create something new out of it.. and I also make up my mind after receiving support from my previous and director.. without their support I will not be so daring.. really want to thank them for helping and supporting me..
joining sci club has helped me to adapt to uni life.. know a lot of friends.. have a lot of laughter and fun.. I really feel that I eat alone in canteen in my first sem in uni is really pitiful.. haha.. joining SOW comm and learning under weidong is something I never regret..
But now.. after going thru the whole package already.. I think I have enough already and it's time for me to concentrate on studies liao.. my parents are so naggy.. they are counting down for me liao lor.. I really cannot stand their nags anymore but to listen to them.. the imperial order cannot be disobeyed.. if not I will be beheaded.. haha..
hope to see somebody interested in soon.. come find me okay.. just love .. and you will want to do something for it.. haha..

A special Brithday Party!

Yesterday, I went to a primary school friend's 21st brithday party cum farewell.. He will be going for overseas studies very soon.. If I not wrong, is at US.. for 4 years leh.. ha.. Primary school friends leh.. after so long still in contact not bad right.. there at the party.. I also met my other primary school friends.. some met not long ago at a gathering.. but it is only after so many years that I finally met them.. some after pri sch.. some after sec school.. really miss them.. they have not changed much in appearance.. still like the past.. but everybody has moved on to their own different lives.. everybody in different uni and courses, in different parts of the world now.. heard news of other pri sch friends.. some have even entered the working society liao.. everybody has really moved on differently.. I have lost contact with them either becos we end up in different schools or don't have each other's hp no... or we just too busy to meet up.. is it an excuse.. haha.. I think must thankz ppl like lennon, bing ping and yahui who are still in contact with most ppl and can connect all of us back together in gatherings..
It's good to see your pri sch classmates again and chat about what we have been doing.. they are the classmates whom we have spent the most time with in the same class.. and at that time.. we are so naive and innocent and don't have so much worries as today.. we always have fun playing or quarrelling.. I remembered kids will not "don't friend you" too long de.. they will forget about it a few days later.. but I remembered myself as a girl who don't have any best friends in pri sch.. I just don't like to be in cliques.. I liked to befriend everybody so in the end I don't have a very close friend.. but nevermind.. I still get to know everybody well..
Haha.. then the most common topic of our chat is about bf/gf.. all the other gals have bf.. and me still a 'no'.. haha.. okay lor.. no guy want me mah.. haha.. I still waiting..
Yah.. what's so special about the birthday party.. it's on a junk.. or should I say a boat.. not very big lah and is open with no aircon.. the good thing about having a party on a moving junk is all the guests will be trapped on it and cannot go off first.. haha.. and I think I nearing sea sick with the junk shaking so hard.. everybody walked like drunk already.. haha.. although there is no alcohol.. cannot walk properly lor.. have to hold on to everything they see for support.. even a person's shoulder haha.. the food not bad.. and the birthday cake too.. a lot of chocolate.. yummy yummy.. haha.. but I must say it is really a very special and good experience.. especially it travelled to the sea near the southern islands.. like the st john island.. never see it before.. haha.. the scenery is very nice on the junk.. and it's feel great standing at the front of the junk with the strong wind blowing on your face.. so cooling and when the horizon is so empty.. you are just like travelling to the end of the world.. haha.. my imagination.. then when the junk travelled thru a haze above the sea.. so dark.. so exciting like that.. sentosa.. when you look at it from the sea.. it looked so articially beautiful.. not very natural leh.. although there are a lot of trees lah.. but you can see there are really planted and maintained.. haha.. becos of this trip, and missed the bbq is really worth it.. can see old friends and have a new experience..

SOW over liao..

Me taking this chance in school to write my blog.. since I have break and nothing to do.. haha.. got things lah.. but heck care.. evil.. have wanted to update my blog immediately after SOW.. talk about what happened last week but too many things liao..
K.O after reaching home and had my bath at 6 plus pm on sat and slept until the next day 8 plus am.. then went to help Alive! Then went back home late that night.. busy check mails.. So Many.. My parents always nagged at me for using com until very late.. okay lah I used until 3 plus am lah.. They are always wondering what I am doing.. but I just checking my mails and chatting with friends on msn.. nothing wrong leh.. then I also very last min arrange my timetable.. I not even sure when I have lessons.. anyway I mon no lesson yet mah.. practical haven't start.. but too bad only for this week..
Everything had passed so fast last week..
Accompany freshies to FIC.. had MC talk on Mon.. then busy with Flag until Wed.. becos coin counting I missed out my jc class gathering.. Miss Chua got go leh and she went with her bf.. so sad I don't get to see.. but I saw his photo anyway.. I seldom don't go for gathering de leh.. this is a exception.. becos I don't want to miss out on our flag result.. Then thurs went sentosa.. was a station IC at the captain spongeball.. I was IC for that game last year also during prep camp.. but becos of this I cannot be together with my OG during the games.. I really quite lagging with all the gossips of my OG lor.. My OG freshies are really quite 38.. including the guys.. haha.. I did not join them for the outing and dinner after flag day mah.. so I have to ask and ask them to catch up with the gossips.. haha.. Fri was the amazing game.. was featured as the last station.. really want to thank the SOW comm for publicising . Thank you very much, Ginny and Yishan!
And I did not go for the mass dance becos of rag validator briefing and missed out the sing-along becos I have to go for validation.. so sad.. I want to sing and have fun too.. but luckily I still got to see the talent time and award presentation.. the freshies really have great ideas.. not bad not bad.. Our OG won the loudest OG award.. haha.. becos of our RAAAA.. Our bugs bunny is really fierce.. but it brings out the spirit of the OG and everybody so high.. good liao.. but why the prize so cheapo de.. strepsil.. okay lah.. got 5 more GV tix.. but should give better mah..
I hope everybody will not be too sad that we did not win best house.. everybody tried their best liao..
Rag Day.. First time that I did not sleep thru out the night leh.. I really cannot tahan.. Dentistry rag.. not very grand.. but quite impressed that they did it within 2 weeks.. mainly done by all dentistry freshies.. their main goal is not to win but to bond the freshies.. which is a really good idea.. dentistry freshmen cohort is small and they have to do the float and dance which is quite amazing.. in the end they won the most environmentally friendly float.. they really used a lot of recycled stuff..
We never knows what the judges have experienced and what they felt.. We can never guess what they are thinking.. We will never understand how they choose the winner.. We did not manage to get back our chancellor's shield.. but at least we got the most coin collection and flag gold award.. I was angry with nussu for giving us false hope by giving out the prize wrongly to us.. what are they doing.. It is sad that we put in so much affort on the float and in the end, we won nothing.. nevermind.. we will come back next year and win back the shield.. we can do it de..
School starts liao.. I have made up my mind to concentrate more on studies.. revise more and be attentive in lectures.. I want to improve.. not continue droppping..
Starting to miss my freshies liao.. did not really see them around leh.. really looking forward to see you all.. hope you all are adapting well to the new environment..

After 3 days of SOW..

Will be back to SOW tmr and start flag preparation.. finally it is coming..

really scare I will miss out a lot.. as I am not joining my OG after tmr afternoon until flag day is over.. hope I don't miss a lot.. and they don't forget me.. haha..

My OG quite on lah.. but not as spontaneous as my SCAMP og.. must push push a bit.. okay.. I should not compare.. but now getting better liao.. they all really cheer loudly and have lotsa of fun.. which is really good.. and even stay thru out the night.. don't sleep.. never expect that from them.. haha.. but I really cannot dah han and slept at 6 plus.. I am not young anymore.. haha.. izzit? The two nights before I have slept at 5 plus.. first night to pei my two scamp freshies do rag.. the 2nd night talk to my friends while doing rag.. comment about SOW haha and gossip.. the 3rd night, went fong seng with my OG.. yah eat prata.. haha.. got gossip a bit.. ask everybody got attach or not.. got any exs.. and others.. haha.. got some unexpected answers.. not bad.. and see that some guys are actually 38 ones.. like to gossip.. hee.. say they are shy so fake.. haha..

sometimes they still a bit sian sian.. no response when people call them.. haha.. too tired bah..
I think they really like gossiping.. still gossip on msn.. haha.. my OG gals also power leh.. watch horror movie not scare.. go thru "cluedo" like nothing.. only got some scare a bit.. but nobody back out.. which is good.. there are some hiccups.. but nvm over liao.. as long as it is not something serious.. I so malu.. watch the movie so scare.. have to use file to block one eye.. and aslo shouted.. my mother always says I look so fierce but actually so timid.. even small insects also scare.. and I don't watch horror movies in cinema de.. only the eye 2.. most horror movies I watch in well-lit living room in my house haha.. with my pillows around me.. heehee..

haha.. my OG got pageant guy.. so can support him and also jas.. one male and one female.. no need headache who to support for guys.. I saw his poster liao.. he is one of the more not bad looking one.. haha.. winning cannot predict yet.. must see the bash and DND.. someone says jas got chance to win.. becos she got a lot of supporters.. let's hope so..
okay.. end with my OG photo at the SRC.. becos of the fire drill.. first time in my life in NUS.. haha.. so lucky..

What a day!

It was a day that many not so happy things have happened.. and they are all about making the right decisions.. being understanding and more tolerant.. becos everybody is so busy with so many different stuff and also lack of sleep.. frustrations can be unbearable and conflicts can happen.. and decisions that ppl still not really agree are made regardless of the possiblility that they may not work.. So now we see the results.. okay.. not very good.. but the decision makers still seem to defend themselves.. say "no bad lah.. we did our best liao.. " but I cannot stop myself from comparing this to last year.. last year seems so much organised.. and we did not even easily offend anybody.. why is it so.. some people just cannot handle so many things.. why did they still push themselves over the limit.. things cannot be handled so well de..
I cannot say much as they will say when they need ppl, I was not there.. I was not informed at all.. I always look at myself before pointing any finger.. if I am not perfect.. how can I talk loudly.. I just give my best to help and hope the situation will get better.. really hope so..

Tmr is SOW DAy 0.. will be very busy and also have lots of fun!