A small thing to happy about..

My grade for the second test of pharmaco has improved from the first.. I got a B+ this time.. haha.. something better than C+ mah.. still not the best.. but still is something to be happy about.. my mum says slowly improve lor.. yes I will de.. wish me luck..



and I also feel much more relax after finish designing the project poster for biomolecule.. haha.. I am not a expert using photoshop but I still did whatever I can lor.. hope the result is not bad.. I spend two night till late to do lor.. and my com is so slow.. in the end.. cannot even edit.. becos not enough ram.. don't know what to do with it.. really scare my com will crash lor.. then I will die lor.. I think I have too much rubbish in my com.. my friend's laptop is so much faster and smoother to use lor..

The poster! like very wordy hor.. I tried my best to squeeze in everything lor.. And I finally know.. designing something is not easy.. and your taste and other people taste can be different.. what you think is nice.. people may not think so.. can be frustrating when people who don't know how to design criticize it and want to make changes here and there.. I really learnt how to bear with these and accept the comments.. I am not always right de..

the burning smell was back then gone again..

last week for a few days.. the haze was back.. really smelling and the weather is getting weird nowadays.. raining heavily yesterday then big sunshine today.. weather getting hot liao.. moving away from "winter" and really to summer..

why is there haze again? it's not indonesia's fault but thailand and myanmar.. never hear that before.. they also will have forest fire and hot spots.. so used to hearing forest fire in indonesia liao.. but this time it don't have fires and has more frequent earthquakes.. and I finally experienced the earthquake... something more real.. that was 6th March I think.. I remembered the date because I had a test that day.. I was in the library and I was so comfortably lying on the chair when suddenly I felt some vibration and the chair and table shaking.. not very obvious.. but I can feel it lor.. I thought my friend was shaking her leg or something.. but she also felt it and asked me about it.. and she commented that the building is not very safe.. as it might be caused by the construction work nearby.. actually I suspect that it is a earthquake.. but seems quite impossible.. maybe see the news that night lor.. and it really came out on the news.. don't know whether it was something to happy about.. finally experienced the earthquake leh.. I must be crazy.. haha..

I feel that singapore is so close to the neighbouring countries.. anything happens to them.. it will indirectly affect us.. so we should all help each other and tolerate each other right.. but each country has its own interest.. this is politics.. international relations.. not just talking about a neighbour living next day.. too much things are related to this relationship liao.. sometimes neighbours can also do not get along well.. countries can also be so.. because afraid of being overpowered by the more developed neighbouring country.. will resort to cutting off important supplies to that country.. and in return.. it will not receive as much help at times of disaster from the "mean", more developed country.. there are a lot of unhappiness, mistrust and suspicion in the air.. but we are all interdependent on one another.. nobody can do well without each other.. maybe the more develped country should not too proud bah and always show off its "No. 1s".. other people can be jealous de.. and it will become target of blames and sabotages.. luckily now.. everything has been slowly resolved and going back to normal.. seems to be..

I really don't like this bad air to appear again..

Silly or crazy?

♀y!tch says:hey i have a good proposition for you
♀y!tch says:i am goin around asking ppl who dun enjoy being my friend
♀y!tch says:to give them a choice so that i will just stop talking to them all together
♀y!tch says:what do you think? good choice? like permanently
♀y!tch says:hahaha
Stephanie says:then I am not one of them lor..
♀y!tch says:why not?
♀y!tch says:its such a good chance to get rid of me from your life
♀y!tch says:thats what a lot of ppl would want
♀y!tch says:hahaha
♀y!tch says:i annoy you, i irritate you im a menace
Stephanie says:I would not want that leH..
♀y!tch says:im out of michelle's life and im trying to increase that number from 1
♀y!tch says:haha
Stephanie says:don't be stupid lah.. don't think too much and don't be too sad..
♀y!tch says:im not sad actually
♀y!tch says:far from it
♀y!tch says:im very happy
♀y!tch says:think abt it
♀y!tch says:we can CHOOSE friends
♀y!tch says:but once a choice is made
♀y!tch says:it is a eternal choice
♀y!tch says:you cant even divorce
♀y!tch says:you can ignore
♀y!tch says:BUT
♀y!tch says:ultimately you still classify as friends
♀y!tch says:but imagine having the option of being able to walk out
♀y!tch says:to renege the contract
♀y!tch says:freedom?
♀y!tch says:dun you think?
Stephanie says:haha.. you will always be my friend okay.. I never think of the option of getting out of friendship.. so don't think too much..
♀y!tch says:thats a pity
♀y!tch says:well i extend this offer indefinitely
♀y!tch says:haha
Stephanie says:then I will ignore this offer indefinItely lor..
Stephanie says:I actually feel sad that you give this offer lor..
Stephanie says:I think our friendship is not so weak de..
♀y!tch says:why would that be?
♀y!tch says:i wouldnt think of the strength of the friendship
♀y!tch says:MORE rather
♀y!tch says:im offering something, unique
♀y!tch says:different
♀y!tch says:a real friend can choose to end the friendship anytime and start anew again
Stephanie says: okay lor.. whatever you think.. no matter what we will still be friends..
♀y!tch says:i wonder hahahah
♀y!tch says:but after yesterday i feel so much more free and happy
♀y!tch says:you know you can try to offer this same proposition to ppl
♀y!tch says:it would be interesting really
Stephanie says: okay lor.. you happy can liao..
♀y!tch says:hahaha
♀y!tch says:talking to you is always just so funny, i think i have REALLY gone crazy this time
♀y!tch says:hahaha
Stephanie says:i think you are really crazy lor.. or you always have been like that.. not really surprised..
♀y!tch says:hahah
♀y!tch says:but i think there is depth to my insanity, just most ppl dun see it
♀y!tch says:its a pity
Stephanie says:yah yah yah.. too chim for me..
♀y!tch says:hahaha
♀y!tch says:ok then, you made a choice, i respect your decision, speak to you soon i guess good nite

this is a conversation I made with a friend on msn just now.. I hope you will not feel blur reading it..
actually I really blur seeing what he type.. don't know to laugh or cry.. he is crazy at times but didn't expect him to say such a thing or think of such a thing.. what is he thinking man.. although he is really irritating at times and did some embarassing things, I still regarded him as a friend.. he is not bad lah.. I think that gal did something that really hurt him a lot.. big blow to him bah.. or it has made him realised something.. not sure.. don't really want to probe into it.. hope he is okay lah.. really crazy lah him.. maybe I should just agree on the preposition.. but that's not me lah..

Anne Frank continues..

This is an article on Anne Frank that I saw in Straits Times last month bah.. the photo shows her, her elder sis and father.. it is talking about some documents are actually found that prove that Anne's father tried to apply for visa so that they can migrate to US.. to escape the war.. but seems like they have no news of the visa and the war had begun and they went to hiding.. so sad.. they just don't have the luck.. maybe if they managed to get the visa.. there will not be a diary of anne frank bah.. and there will not be a famous figure known as anne frank..

Tests, Assignments and Projects

Ha.. It has been about 3 weeks since my last entry.. why so long.. becos of tests, assignments and projects lor..

Not many many lah.. but a lot of time is needed to revise, to memorise for tests.. a chem eng test with 10 mcq.. just 10 but for 1 hour.. already got 3 wrong liao.. a protein structure test.. 20 marks for 20%.. so risky.. then a natural products surprise test which I not sure how to do.. die.. I had a pharmaco test just before the mid sem break.. got back results liao.. C+ leh.. my memory just failed me and there is negative marking lor.. first test take this kind of test.. I tried not to leave blank as I believe that if I give an ans, there is still a chance to get a mark mah.. I think this does not work.. my guess are wrong bah.. I want to improve leh.. why still do so badly.. last week will have another this test.. really hope I can do well..

Assignments.. chem eng very troublesome.. got a weekly assignment to hand lor.. and the assignment not easy lor.. will always take me long time to finish it..

Projects.. one deadline near already.. another one just started.. lucky my group members still not too bad.. not as unlucky as my friend.. she never lucky at getting good project mates.. for one.. I am in charge of doing designing the poster.. can I do it well?

I have started to look for honours project supervisor already.. becos many people have started.. emailed some profs.. got some reply.. have to meet them lor.. don't know what they will ask..a bit scared haha.. I am not really interested in organic synthesis lor.. I mainly look for analytical, biomaterial, food science.. and stuff that is associated to chemistry and life sciences bah.. something more familiar and able to do well.. purely organic chem.. I think I can die..