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Long time no see..

haha.. very long never blog.. from Feb until now.. haha.. and my blog has become a place for spam comments..

Why no more blogging? a couple of reasons..
1) lazy
2) no time (excuse.. haha..but that's true.. I have been busy doing crazy stuff)
3) becos of I found someone to talk to and complain to (not a guy..)
4) I found other places to type out my thoughts and feelings such as facebook and twitter

I will try to blog again but currently busy with many things.. and I have decided to have a change.. and so I will be busy carrying out this change.. hopefully it is successful..

Everything ended..

I am bad.. I am the one who pull the brake again.. I don't like to drag.. I don't want to waste our time.. I have no feelings.. I still holding on to previous feelings..

I want to forget.. I did forget now.. I have learnt and I think I will open my eyes big big before jumping into anything..

I am dumb but will I be dumb forever? I think I need luck..

Is this the end or start of woes?

The RWS casino has finally opened.. the long awaited legal place to gamble has finally opened..

Casino is a new term in Singapore.. if Singaporeans want to gamble, they will usually take the cruise, go to Genting or further, Macau or Las Vegas.. Now it's at our door step.. To a gambler, $100 entrance fee is nothing.. haha.. and what is an annual fee of $2000 to them..

Everybody knows what good a Casino can bring to Singapore.. end of tourism woes.. a new attraction on the Singapore island.. and everybody also knows the woes that casino can bring to Singapore.. if not why a National Council of Problem Gambling is set up.. if not why there is ban on gambling for some people.. many things have to be done to prevent and help compulsive gambling.. but are these sufficient? just a few days and I already heard some people discussing about their experience of gambling at RWS.. and news have been reporting of people wanting to return to gambling very soon..

will these people exercise self control? hope so.. if not, the loan shark will be laughing and their family members will be crying..

Learn a lesson from Haiti earthquake

Everybody from every parts of the world should learn from this disaster.. it is just purely a natural disaster? With all the weird weathers and disaster happening all around the globe.. I think the global warming is starting to show its power..

After the unsuccessful meeting at Copenhagen Summit, the world finally can see what their hesitant to cooperate will cause.. there may be a lot of relief funds but is it really sufficient to have the money when it cannot get to the people? there are so many deaths and it is still counting.. the country is in chaos now as it is not prepared for the disaster and relief.. Many countries has reacted super fast to this such that the airport can't accomodate the plans.. but there are still some superpower countries who don't seem to care as this did not happen in their countries..

The nature has attacked too fast for the advancement of science to take it.. the geologists have forecasted an earthquake there but they do not know when and where exactly! People living at Haiti were not relocated and saved from the quake in time.. Seems like Science is still far from being useful to save humans.. I think everybody living on Earth just has to cooperate to stop the global warming before Nature throws its temper again..

Made a choice..

After the waiting.. the disappointment.. sadness.. self-denial and self-torture.. I have made a choice.. I was scared and worried initially.. but I still made the choice and say yes.. I just have to learn to fall down and climb up again.. If I never try.. how will i know whether it is right or wrong?