Feeling empty and tired..

Is this how my years in NUS will end??

After a hectic week.. course ended on wed.. commencement on fri.. yahui's birthday party on sat and grad dinner on sun.. I started to feel empty and tired.. really tired.. immediately after the grad dinner ended.. I started to feel the tiredness overwhelmed me.. Is it becos too many things happened to me last week? the lack of sleep days when attending the course.. a course that I don't know whether will be useful to me at all.. I thought it is.. "positive mindset will lead to positive behaviour and positive consequences ".. this is so practical to me.. I really need to think positively.. and I need to be positive towards what my parents say and do to me.. I have been too negative and the customer service skills can be applied to have a good attitude towards ppl.. especially my parents..

Commencement day is a really good day to me.. took photos with so many ppl and have so many ppl coming to UCC just to take photos with me.. really very touched lor.. and I will not forget the hugs yah.. from van and moses.. I love hugs from friends.. maybe I distanced myself from parents and don't feel the comfort from them at all.. anyway.. I can feel my parents really feel proud of me for my graduation from uni.. and I am happy that I did it for them and for myself..
Balloons falling to signify the end of commencement.. everybody busy throwing the balloons and bursting them.. bom bom bom!!!


My parents, uncle and me.. it's the first time I see my dad wears shirt and tie.. quite smart looking leh..
me and ronglun..

My last SCAMP OG.. Nadir! I kill you!!

Me and my prof..

Thankz nixon for coming specially to school after work to take photo with me.. feel so honoured.. haha..

Had a very good small gathering on sat at yahui's birthday.. we talked about what we did in primary school.. it feels so great to think back about the good time we had in primary school.. that is more than 10 years ago.. and I haven't been seeing wei lun around for about 10 years already.. nobody has changed much.. so am I.. and so happy to know that some of us are still staying so near to one another.. I thought everyone has moved away.. so good to feel that have friends close to you..
We missed the birthday song singing.. haha.. becos we went to the washroom.. when we came back, everybody was taking group photos already.. so funny lor.. haha..

The grad dinner was a great success.. everyone has enjoyed themselves.. with all the entertaining speech made by the mcs , ming xian and kai wi, and the entertaining performance and singing by the profs and students.. can really see that they have laughed a lot during the dinner.. all our hard work has paid off.. thank you to my hardworking comm.. thank you program comm (stella, jas, yee lian and yining) for the good program lineup and the running about during the dinner.. thank you log comm (jeremiah, yihui, qinyi, roujun and wei qiang) for the table arrangement, logistics preparation.. especially want to thank jeremiah for doing all the "magic" and all the driving and transporting.. thank you marketing comm (shiying, shuhui and shihui) for sending out all the proposals and obtained all the goodies for the goodies bags.. I am not very busy during the dinner.. becos I have a very good comm.. this dinner cannot happen without you all..

I also like to thank the department and all my classmates.. no matter they are honours or year 3s.. your support has given me the strength to organise this event and I really learnt a lot in all the planning and stuff.. it's really a great experience..
My dear comm with missing roujun, shuhui and shihui.. so happy it's over..

but I feeling empty now..