The power of my blog..

Didn't know my blog can really upset anyone..

when i started write my blog.. with the title "Really Can't Stand It!".. I have planned to write whatever that is in my mind that I can't stand or can't bear to hold it in my mind any longer.. it is a way to empty my mind.. and this blog will be about myself, what I feel and what I see.. I didn't want to control the way I write and tailor it to be a nice blog.. or reader friendly.. I just wrote what I think.. even though I did exercise some self control.. by not naming the people I talking about.. as I must say I never want anybody to think that i am actually talking about them.. I am just being whiny.. and only me myself will really know what I am talking about.. it is just an one-sided story.. ppl can easily misinterpret what I talking and making things worse..

My blog is up to your interpretations.. and I shall not explain much to you what I am writing even if you ask.. as I can't explain my life to everybody.. maybe I will.. see how important you are to me.. If you are upset by my posts, I must say you are upset by your own interpretation.. it may not be the true meaning of my post.. if you think I am talking about you, just treat it as a coincidence.. or think about it.. are you really behaving totally like what I have described? If it is not 100% then it may not be you.. please don't take my blog personally..

So am i unhappy? maybe I was.. I have high tendency to be unhappy but not now anymore.. becos I was enlightened by 2 people whom I want to thank.. they have been truthful to me.. made me recognize my faults and shortcomings.. and the reality of the working world.. I think pretending that nothing is wrong, and pushing my luck is no use now.. I can't be always thick skin and think everybody can accept my way.. I just have to change.. and now i know what i need to change.. I will try and let's see how things will go..