My new skin!

oh yah! I forgot to talk about my new blogskin.. nice or not yah.. I feel it is better than the last one.. I really like the red skin and the words are clearer and bigger now.. can see more clearly.. and it is rock star! yeah! something related to rock! I really feel I have the rock blood flowing in me.. haha..

myspace...

What is myspace.com? out of curiosity.. I created an account.. this is what I wrote on my profile..

About me:
I am at a loss.. I not sure what I want exactly.. many things in my mind.. I want to be best in something but still have not found it yet.. am I so ordinary? When it's time to play, I will enjoy myself fully and let it all out.. but I think too much.. always dreaming but the dreams don't seem to come true.. is it me too lazy to carry them out.. or am I too timid.. must be both.. think too much and so quite moody sometimes.. but I always aim to live life happily and fulfilling.. YEAH!
Who I'd like to meet:
People who want to be my friends.. people who share the same interests and thoughts as me.. anybody who are true..

within a few days that I started my profile.. some people asked to be added as friends.. although I don't know them.. I just added them.. I don't care.. anyway just for fun.. maybe useful next time.. anyway.. no harm..

myspace address can be found in links..

the many many things.. gatherings!

This holiday has quite a number of gatherings.. with jc classmates.. one with the "holland V gals".. why do i call them the holland v gals.. becos we always meet at holland village.. used to always have dinner at coffee club there.. this time change to zhicha.. the XO fish bee hoon.. something different.. it is sort of to celebrate 2 of the gals' birthdays and also christmas.. this is what we always been doing liao.. celebrating birthday by having dinner together.. after the dinner.. this time we went to chill out at the eski bar I tried the lychee martini.. becos I heard about it so this time I wanted to try it.. not bad.. at first it tasted sweet of lychee then the bitterness of the alcohol.. but really ex.. more than $10.. once in the while bah.. but I really feel the "pain".. ouch! the bar is really for eskimos.. really cold..

there are also a jc friends gathering becos of birthday party.. it was cheryl's birthday.. her younger sister also in science and also in science club marketing comm.. it's nice to know her.. but I did not catch her name.. really sorry.. but she recognised me as the "space person".. not bad.. people really listen to what I say in MC talk and they always say I talk very funny.. really so funny meh..

then on 29th Dec.. another jc class gathering at sarah's house.. for christmas celebration.. actually some of them already met at Mrs Che's wake on 27th.. I did not go.. Mrs che was our bio teacher during JC 2.. a really nice teacher.. she had been very ill the last 2 years..

anyway.. we really have good thai food at Sarah's house.. and then there were some chatting, card games, singing and looking at some of her photos in London and our past photos.. really nice gathering.. remember the good time we had.. the choir people really like to sing.. always singing the songs that they sang in JC.. the christmas songs.. then some of the guys very bo liao.. play poker and have star jumps as forfeits in front of all the guests.. sarah really have grown very thin.. must be becos of her sickness.. really shocked to see her like this.. quite worried for her.. studying overseas is not easy.. hope to see her look better the next time..

The choir people singing happily..

Some of the guys..

oh yah.. these 2 photos are taken with my new camera phone.. yeah! I have a new hp.. so happy.. it is a nokia 6288..

and this our best class photo!

the many many things.. movies! Part 2

In my previous previous entry.. I said I watched eragon right.. actually I found out that the theme song " Keep holding on " is sang by avril lavigne.. no wonder I felt the song quite familiar.. It is really a nice song.. the song can be found here.. http://www.t3rbo.com/audio/view.php?play=ca0914b0d80a85277d597c9aaaa73485..

okay.. I have watched Death note 2 already.. yesterday afternoon.. new year eve.. oh yah.. Happy belated new year.. haha.. the show not bad.. but I feel a bit draggy and boring in the middle..but the ending is good.. unexpected.. but I must say the movie makes light really like a devil.. he really wanted to be the god of the new world that he will even kill his father.. what god is he to be like that.. he is really selfish.. and not a noble "god".. he should die.. but I really sad that L also die.. he really sacrificed himself.. he is really doing this for justice.. there surely be some holes in justice.. but that doesn't mean that Light can use that as an excuse to kill people.. even those innocent ones..

although it was new year eve.. nobody ask me out for countdown.. as usual.. but I was wondering.. is it necessary to go out for countdown.. I don't know.. I never being to countdown party except for the millenium one.. someone told me that it is stupid.. stay at home is better.. maybe becos no need to squeeze with people bah.. and I never seen the real fireworks.. really.. I mean it.. I only saw those telecast on tv.. never heard the real one.. seen the real one.. haha.. is it quite sad?

Avril Lavigne, my favorite..

Few days ago.. I read about avril lavigne.. who is my favourite singer lah.. it's being quite a long time that she did not have a new album.. really looking forward to that.. really like her songs.. I still remembered hearing her first song "complicated" on the radio and like it a lot already.. that time she is still not so famous.. I always missed out her name on radio.. so one time I tried to listen carefully to her name and roughly figured out and went to the CD shop to look for her album.. and I found it.. all my friends don't know who she is then.. sometimes I just will buy the cd if I like the song.. don't care whether he or she is a famous or popular singer.. For tong en and cherry boom (ying tao bang).. this is also the case.. many of my friends still don't know who they are.. so when I sang their songs in ktv.. my friends will not know who they are..

I don't know exactly why I was attracted to avril lavigne's songs.. maybe they are of punk/pop/rock style.. which is my favourite.. and the lyrics are also those that I agree with.. I sometimes hope I can be like her.. have her attitude.. I really hope so.. like to do then do.. the "attitude" or should I say have the attitude problem.. in side me.. I am not the goody good gal at all.. I am rebellious.. I am just controlling myself somehow.. to be the good gal in front of my parents.. if my parents are not around.. I don't know what will become of me.. really cannot imagine..

in ktv.. I just like to sing avril's songs.. shout out.. like releasing myself.. I really enjoyed it..

okay now back to her news.. this year.. with no new album released.. she has acted in few movies.. voice of a cartoon character in the animated movie "Over the Hedge".. If I did not remember wrongly.. one of the animals.. I watched that.. she also got married to a sum 41 member.. at the age of 22.. she is 1 year older than me.. very young to get married right.. actually she has been wanting to get married.. from what I know..

she already got married and me.. I am still studying.. actually I feel getting married is not a bad thing at all.. I will if I already met someone I love.. people may think I am crazy to think this way.. but I really think this way.. I really not very keen on just concentrate on studying liao.. but even if I ever get married.. I can still carry on studying or working.. nothing wrong.. to be married and have children is also not bad after all.. but whether I can find the "right person" is another case.. I am still looking..

getting into a relationship maybe not bad.. to have someone who love you.. care for you.. share your problems is not bad after all.. at least you will not feel lonely for so much time.. sometimes I am surrounded by so many couples.. that I just feel weird and out of place.. but just can't help it.. some people also have the same experience and feeling as me.. some people can so easily find gf/bf.. don't know why.. they are just so popular in this sense.. no matter they are good looking or not.. sometimes look does not matter.. maybe some chemistry that is working.. or is it the work of some hormones..

maybe I have a turn-off face.. or I too ambitious.. too strong.. too loud.. too rough.. too much like a boy that scares people away.. or have too many friends that make people think I not lonely at all.. who will like me.. anyway.. I have been warned not to get into any relationship yet.. must concentrate on studies.. studies more impt.. you will guess who said it lah.. but who cares.. those clever people also have gf and bf mah.. they still did well.. what logic is that.. I really don't understand..

the many many things.. movies!

"the human whose name is written in the note shall die"
haha.. just finished watching episode 2.. loading the 3rd..
Death note 1 movie.. I watched in the sem with my sow og ppl.. only 4 of us bah.. becos that time many people watched with their other friends or got projects to hand in.. that's near the end of the sem already bah.. that was the 3 rd movie that I watched with my OG ppl bah.. if I have not rememebered wrongly.. first is the devil wears prada.. then the prestige then this.. death note is really not bad.. although I feel the story is on the dark side.. Light maybe killing those so called murderers or criminal facing death penalty.. but he wanted to be god.. controlling the life of ppl.. that's wrong.. then he also luaghed so evily and in the end.. to protect himself he has to kill those not deserving death at all.. he is not a hero at all.. it is only a way for people to escape from reality.. ppl hope not to face others that make their life difficult and want them to die.. that's part of life.. and by killing more bad people does not mean life will be more peaceful and safe.. that cannot happen.. that what I believe.. one friend asked me.. which guy is more cute.. of course I chose L.. which is many people chose.. he is more justice.. he really looks better lah.. hee.. but I must say I really don't like the way light sacrifice his gf to protect himself.. that's not justice.. Death note 2 will be out very soon.. will definitely watch it..

Prestige is about magicians.. I actually did not it is acted by favorite actor hugh jackman until I watched it.. and the other lead actor is the "batman" haha.. it is really very good movies.. in its technique wise.. the editing and cutting.. although it shows 3 different periods of time together.. intercept one another.. it flows very smoothly.. not confusing at all.. but story wise.. it is not a very nice movie.. very real about life.. although we applauded for the wonderful magic that was performed in magic show.. we did not realise the cruelty that wa involved.. many birds have to die.. magician competing to perform the best tricks.. the two leads spoiling each other shows.. the so called diappearing trick by having a lookalike.. is it really so.. the illusions and magic are really so fake.. I am quite diappointed.. all the wows are just because we don't go and think too objective into the tricks.. we try to believe the"magic" we see.. I really thought the magicians are really so li hai.. as long as we don't think too much we will enjoy the shows bah..

yesterday.. I just watched eragon at vivocity.. first time being there.. its a weekday but still many many ppl.. get off from NEL.. you can just see people walking in the same direction towards vivocity.. is it really so good.. okay lah.. not as big as I imagine.. but I really like the deck the building has around it.. can admire the good scenery.. it is just like on a ship.. looking out at the sea between mainland singapore and sentosa.. this is something different from the other shopping centre.. but I don't like the restaurants are spread out in between other shops that sell clothes or others.. to choose the right restaurant to have lunch.. me and my friends have to walk long distances to see the restaurants and find out what they sell.. something quite exaggerated is we have to queue up in long queues to buy tixs to movie.. can't believe it's so hot the sale.. can it last long.. the crowd in this shopping centre.. hope so.. with the new IR coming in sentosa..

the seats in the cinema are quite the same as other GVs but the leg space is larger.. no need to squeeze too much to our seats.. more comfortable in the sense.. eragon.. it is jst a okay movie.. more for children bah.. because it is kept too short.. before watching.. I did not know that is a trilogy.. they should be shooting part 2 and 3 bah.. but part 1's story content not much lor.. can stilll extend.. not really worth tix money.. but it is similar to lord of the ring.. but more simplify bah..

got more nice movies coming up.. really want to watch them.. this hols haven't watched any movies with my SOW freshies yet.. haha.. actually becos of them.. I watched a number of movies during the sem.. I seldom watch movies in the sem itself.. not even go out.. no time bah.. but don't know why.. I just become more relax with studying liao.. and go with them.. somebody say them "dai huai wo".. nope.. its me who want to watch.. not their fault.. my mindset has changed already..

Wow.. it's being more than a month..

It's being more than a month that I have not update my blog.. haha.. my exams have ended about more than 2 weeks ago and I only waited until now to update my blog.. too lazy.. haha.. and also quite hooked on to my first online game "Maple Story".. many ppl should be quite surprised or give the reaction "huh?".. when I say I only started playing maple story this hols.. haha.. but I only have my broadband mid this sem mah.. and after playing a few times.. I only at level 15.. a yound magician.. haha.. and I think i will stop playing for sometime so that I can spend some time writing my blog.. I am also watching death note anime on youtube.. like a friend said " youtube really got lots of things to watch." I agree! I am also quite hooked on by the many interesting videos.. and now I am writing this blog while loading my 2nd episode of death note.. haha..
I really got a lot of stuff to write like what I have said in my last entry.. now and then in my mind always appear interesting stuff that I want to put in my blog but I just too lazy to type it out.. and all these stuff are all jumper up in my mind.. really difficult to arrange them out.. and I think I also forgot much of them..
I always saw many interesting stuff.. I hope I can take a photo of them.. but I don't have a phone with camera.. so really looking forward to my dad buying a new phone for me.. he has been dragging it for very long.. hai~ he says next week.. hope it's really next week..