Avril Lavigne, my favorite..

Few days ago.. I read about avril lavigne.. who is my favourite singer lah.. it's being quite a long time that she did not have a new album.. really looking forward to that.. really like her songs.. I still remembered hearing her first song "complicated" on the radio and like it a lot already.. that time she is still not so famous.. I always missed out her name on radio.. so one time I tried to listen carefully to her name and roughly figured out and went to the CD shop to look for her album.. and I found it.. all my friends don't know who she is then.. sometimes I just will buy the cd if I like the song.. don't care whether he or she is a famous or popular singer.. For tong en and cherry boom (ying tao bang).. this is also the case.. many of my friends still don't know who they are.. so when I sang their songs in ktv.. my friends will not know who they are..

I don't know exactly why I was attracted to avril lavigne's songs.. maybe they are of punk/pop/rock style.. which is my favourite.. and the lyrics are also those that I agree with.. I sometimes hope I can be like her.. have her attitude.. I really hope so.. like to do then do.. the "attitude" or should I say have the attitude problem.. in side me.. I am not the goody good gal at all.. I am rebellious.. I am just controlling myself somehow.. to be the good gal in front of my parents.. if my parents are not around.. I don't know what will become of me.. really cannot imagine..

in ktv.. I just like to sing avril's songs.. shout out.. like releasing myself.. I really enjoyed it..

okay now back to her news.. this year.. with no new album released.. she has acted in few movies.. voice of a cartoon character in the animated movie "Over the Hedge".. If I did not remember wrongly.. one of the animals.. I watched that.. she also got married to a sum 41 member.. at the age of 22.. she is 1 year older than me.. very young to get married right.. actually she has been wanting to get married.. from what I know..

she already got married and me.. I am still studying.. actually I feel getting married is not a bad thing at all.. I will if I already met someone I love.. people may think I am crazy to think this way.. but I really think this way.. I really not very keen on just concentrate on studying liao.. but even if I ever get married.. I can still carry on studying or working.. nothing wrong.. to be married and have children is also not bad after all.. but whether I can find the "right person" is another case.. I am still looking..

getting into a relationship maybe not bad.. to have someone who love you.. care for you.. share your problems is not bad after all.. at least you will not feel lonely for so much time.. sometimes I am surrounded by so many couples.. that I just feel weird and out of place.. but just can't help it.. some people also have the same experience and feeling as me.. some people can so easily find gf/bf.. don't know why.. they are just so popular in this sense.. no matter they are good looking or not.. sometimes look does not matter.. maybe some chemistry that is working.. or is it the work of some hormones..

maybe I have a turn-off face.. or I too ambitious.. too strong.. too loud.. too rough.. too much like a boy that scares people away.. or have too many friends that make people think I not lonely at all.. who will like me.. anyway.. I have been warned not to get into any relationship yet.. must concentrate on studies.. studies more impt.. you will guess who said it lah.. but who cares.. those clever people also have gf and bf mah.. they still did well.. what logic is that.. I really don't understand..