Facebook is really interesting.. haha..

I actually is very lazy to set up another profile.. I have friendster already.. why need another one? but my friend has uploaded the photos that I want in her photo album in facebook so no choice but have to set up an account lor.. then just now I go and explore a bit.. it is actually very interesting and quite addictive..

it has all the interesting applications there.. and I added quite many of them..haha.. you can be a vampire who bite others.. you can poke, hug others, show your emotion, ask ppl for their honest opinion of you anonymously.. have graffiti on your wall or send videos or photos to ppl.. have your fortune predicted using fortune cookies or have horoscope predictions.. and also cast spells on others.. haha.. there are many many these kinds of applications..

never know it is so fun.. should go and try www.facebook.com

HOW?

HOW stands for Honours Orientation Week.. haha..

Ppl asks me what I am doing in sch this week, I told them I am having honours orientation.. and they will give me a surprised face.. doing honours also has orientation.. a bit unbelieveable right.. only chem department has this.. it is not a O Week that you will ice breaker games to let you know your fellow chem honours students or the profs.. haha.. somebody asks me that.. but it is week full of some useful and also boring talks.. like today.. I am wondering whether the statistics lects are relelvant to me.. slept thru half of it.. it's really boring.. some parts have already learnt before in sec and jc.. and the lecturers are boring also.. oops.. hee.. got one talked so softly into the mic that I cannot hear what he says and one rushes thru and I cannot catch what he says and feels so lost.. hope tmr talks will be more interesting and more relevant bah..

Seen my supervisor yesterday.. yes.. I have confirmed my honours project topic.. it is "Organometallic Complexes of Quinine for new display materials".. it has both organic and inorganic.. and analytical also.... has to use NMR and MS mah.. From the leftovers, I found this project which is interesting to me.. I don't know why nobody wants this proj.. I heard this Prof not bad.. but may have high expectation lor.. maybe becos he is the HOD mah.. from the list.. I see I am among the 2 who took his projects.. surprisingly.. he has 10 over proj but nobody wants.. maybe inorganic is not popular.. apparently the other person who is taking his project has not contact him yet.. and I may be the only one honours student he has this sem.. and the lab officer made a comment that they have to "zhen xi" me the only honours student..

don't know why.. after meeting him yesterday, I felt a bit scared.. feels scared that I have to do the organic synthesis independently.. really scared will screw up everything.. what if I failed to synthesize anything.. what if I don't understand what I doing.. what if I even simple things also cannot do properly.. what if I cannot meet the expectations of the prof.. a lot of what ifs are in my mind.. quite intimidated by the lab and the equipment lor.. and I will have to go for trainings to learn how to use NMR and MS.. thinking of that.. I am a bit scared liao..

National day's coming..

I have wanting to go watch national day parade.. every year registered to get tix.. but always cannot get de.. don't know why lor.. and I don't know anybody who has tix.. so always don't get to go.. so sad.. actually I want to get the goodie bag more then going to watch.. haha..

haha.. I actually watched the parade on tv every year.. except last year.. as I am busy with flag stuff lah.. and this year I think I going to miss again becos I got class outing on that day.. haha..

my house every year got hang flag de lor.. yah very patriotic.. haha.. not really lah.. just want to feel to be part of the celebration mah.. and my flat void deck got a RC so they will everytime hang flags for the whole block lor.. but my flat is at a corner so they cannot hang for us mah.. but I will make sure my mother will hang it de.. so my flat will always have the national day celebrating mood..

looking at the opposite flat.. actually quite pathetic lor.. every year the same few people hang flags only.. so different from 10 years ago.. where most people will hang de.. becos really see the encouragement from the government to hang.. but now.. I don't really see it.. not on tv also.. hai~

Heard something..

yah.. first seen it from his blog then hear it from himself.. he has gf already.. someone I don't know.. don't know what's my feeling.. weird weird de.. haha... but that's a crush that is so long ago.. should be happy for him.. so wish you all the best and hope you have a very happy time with her..

Numerology

From the iweekly, know of one website that analyse what your life number represents.. just add up all the numbers in your birth date to get your life number.. haha..

For example, my birth date: 5/4/1985
5+4+1+9+8+5=32
3+2=5
so my life number is 5!

went to this website http://astro.lady.qq.com/a/20051021/000004.htm to read their analysis..
quite interesting.. true or not.. not sure leh.. haha.. okay lah.. a bit true.. I really like freedom but the part about love.. I don't know..

horoscope is sometimes quite right..

Quote from life!horoscope:
"These clashes are not anyone's fault, so you can stop worrying whether you are to blame. Everyone involved is going through some major transitions, and growing pains are a normal part of the process."

is this talking about what I am going thru now with my parents? quite accurate leh.. haha..

now.. I am quite busy with my modules, project allocation lah.. hope everything will go smoothly..

haha.. I am feeling quite lucky again.. I just won tix to a concert.. but don't know who will go with me.. haha..

The Cold War..

My mum and dad are still not talking.. 5 days already lor.. it's so serious this time.. never before.. my mum has been so determined to don't talk to dad.. okay.. I really don't know what to do and don't really want to do anything about it.. as I am also quite unhappy with my dad.. for the same reason that my mum is mad with him.. he did not informed any of us that he will be accompany my uncle, aunt and their son to ntu and have lunch together.. yah.. uncle is my mum's brother and they came all the way from malaysia.. they son who is my cousin lah.. will be studying in ntu this coming academic year.. he will be staying in hall there..

I not sure how the misunderstanding started between mum and dad that he thinks that she does not want to care about my cousin and is not concerned.. which is not true at all.. my mum even bought a hot water flask and intended to give him but in the end it is not needed at all as they already have brought one here.. I feel that dad should not has misunderstand mum.. I told him but he still doesn't believe me.. which I am really not happy about.. and it is really not nice that we know nothing of their visit..

I really don't know why my dad has become like that.. i think is male menopause bah.. which is andropause.. a friend told me about this word.. okay I search the wikipedia and it says the symptoms of andropause are nervousness, depression, impaired memory, the inability to concentrate, fatigue, insomnia, hot flushes, and sweating.. the primary cause is the below normal levels of testosterone.. I really agree that my dad shows some of the symptoms.. nervousness, depression, poor memory and insomnia.. he has become very sensitive to stuff.. and always worried that nobody will care about him.. worried that I don't want him.. and he will ask me the same thing at least 4 or 5 times in a week.. he also sleep less now and easily awaken by noise.. like my sneeze.. sounds when things dropped.. actually I quite worried lor.. but also don't know what to do.. because everytime when I talk to him about something.. he will think too much.. and become agitated.. really don't know how to talk to him.. I will avoid him.. even my mum is doing the same thing now.. because she feels that he has become more narrow-minded and grudging..

hai~ I feel that the cold war is not good at all lor.. but I can't do anything.. other than wait and see for it to be resolved slowly..