the many many things.. movies!

"the human whose name is written in the note shall die"
haha.. just finished watching episode 2.. loading the 3rd..
Death note 1 movie.. I watched in the sem with my sow og ppl.. only 4 of us bah.. becos that time many people watched with their other friends or got projects to hand in.. that's near the end of the sem already bah.. that was the 3 rd movie that I watched with my OG ppl bah.. if I have not rememebered wrongly.. first is the devil wears prada.. then the prestige then this.. death note is really not bad.. although I feel the story is on the dark side.. Light maybe killing those so called murderers or criminal facing death penalty.. but he wanted to be god.. controlling the life of ppl.. that's wrong.. then he also luaghed so evily and in the end.. to protect himself he has to kill those not deserving death at all.. he is not a hero at all.. it is only a way for people to escape from reality.. ppl hope not to face others that make their life difficult and want them to die.. that's part of life.. and by killing more bad people does not mean life will be more peaceful and safe.. that cannot happen.. that what I believe.. one friend asked me.. which guy is more cute.. of course I chose L.. which is many people chose.. he is more justice.. he really looks better lah.. hee.. but I must say I really don't like the way light sacrifice his gf to protect himself.. that's not justice.. Death note 2 will be out very soon.. will definitely watch it..

Prestige is about magicians.. I actually did not it is acted by favorite actor hugh jackman until I watched it.. and the other lead actor is the "batman" haha.. it is really very good movies.. in its technique wise.. the editing and cutting.. although it shows 3 different periods of time together.. intercept one another.. it flows very smoothly.. not confusing at all.. but story wise.. it is not a very nice movie.. very real about life.. although we applauded for the wonderful magic that was performed in magic show.. we did not realise the cruelty that wa involved.. many birds have to die.. magician competing to perform the best tricks.. the two leads spoiling each other shows.. the so called diappearing trick by having a lookalike.. is it really so.. the illusions and magic are really so fake.. I am quite diappointed.. all the wows are just because we don't go and think too objective into the tricks.. we try to believe the"magic" we see.. I really thought the magicians are really so li hai.. as long as we don't think too much we will enjoy the shows bah..

yesterday.. I just watched eragon at vivocity.. first time being there.. its a weekday but still many many ppl.. get off from NEL.. you can just see people walking in the same direction towards vivocity.. is it really so good.. okay lah.. not as big as I imagine.. but I really like the deck the building has around it.. can admire the good scenery.. it is just like on a ship.. looking out at the sea between mainland singapore and sentosa.. this is something different from the other shopping centre.. but I don't like the restaurants are spread out in between other shops that sell clothes or others.. to choose the right restaurant to have lunch.. me and my friends have to walk long distances to see the restaurants and find out what they sell.. something quite exaggerated is we have to queue up in long queues to buy tixs to movie.. can't believe it's so hot the sale.. can it last long.. the crowd in this shopping centre.. hope so.. with the new IR coming in sentosa..

the seats in the cinema are quite the same as other GVs but the leg space is larger.. no need to squeeze too much to our seats.. more comfortable in the sense.. eragon.. it is jst a okay movie.. more for children bah.. because it is kept too short.. before watching.. I did not know that is a trilogy.. they should be shooting part 2 and 3 bah.. but part 1's story content not much lor.. can stilll extend.. not really worth tix money.. but it is similar to lord of the ring.. but more simplify bah..

got more nice movies coming up.. really want to watch them.. this hols haven't watched any movies with my SOW freshies yet.. haha.. actually becos of them.. I watched a number of movies during the sem.. I seldom watch movies in the sem itself.. not even go out.. no time bah.. but don't know why.. I just become more relax with studying liao.. and go with them.. somebody say them "dai huai wo".. nope.. its me who want to watch.. not their fault.. my mindset has changed already..

Wow.. it's being more than a month..

It's being more than a month that I have not update my blog.. haha.. my exams have ended about more than 2 weeks ago and I only waited until now to update my blog.. too lazy.. haha.. and also quite hooked on to my first online game "Maple Story".. many ppl should be quite surprised or give the reaction "huh?".. when I say I only started playing maple story this hols.. haha.. but I only have my broadband mid this sem mah.. and after playing a few times.. I only at level 15.. a yound magician.. haha.. and I think i will stop playing for sometime so that I can spend some time writing my blog.. I am also watching death note anime on youtube.. like a friend said " youtube really got lots of things to watch." I agree! I am also quite hooked on by the many interesting videos.. and now I am writing this blog while loading my 2nd episode of death note.. haha..
I really got a lot of stuff to write like what I have said in my last entry.. now and then in my mind always appear interesting stuff that I want to put in my blog but I just too lazy to type it out.. and all these stuff are all jumper up in my mind.. really difficult to arrange them out.. and I think I also forgot much of them..
I always saw many interesting stuff.. I hope I can take a photo of them.. but I don't have a phone with camera.. so really looking forward to my dad buying a new phone for me.. he has been dragging it for very long.. hai~ he says next week.. hope it's really next week..

So long no write..

haha.. it's been more than a month that I did not write in my blog liao.. it's always at the back of my mind.. but I just cannot find time to write.. so many things have happened.. and I cannot just use a few hours to write finish.. I think I have wait till after exams.. I will surely pour out everything that I can still remember..
Like what a friend says.. the first battle is over.. there is still a final battle that I must fight.. although I am a bit give up.. xin hui yi leng.. haha.. after 'losing all the early battles'.. but I still need to try my best now right.. if not dui bu qi zhi ji.. I think I am not a mugger already.. I have passed that stage.. overworked already.. and now declining.. what can I do now?

JIA YOU!

Hazy days..

I hate haze.. It makes me feel tired, sleepy, sick, dizzy and headaches.. It is sooo smelly.. really can't stand it! please go away.. I am already so busy with so much things.. don't come and irritate me..

BB OG outing

Yeah! finally get to go ktv.. haha.. and first time go to a bigger room in kbox.. haha.. becos we got 12 people mah.. aiyah.. I think I cannot anyhow choose songs to sing.. some too high for me to sing and cannot sing well.. paiseh.. aiyah.. no matter what I must try mah.. malu then malu lor.. haha..
after ktv at kbox in marina square.. we had dinner at the food court.. wow! the scenery not bad leh.. can see the esplanade, merlion, the tall commercail building.. not bad not bad...
then we watch "the devil wears prada" I think this show is really nice.. worth the $3.50.. haha.. why so cheap? becos we have 5 free tix mah.. but I think even if the tix is $9.50 also worth watching.. can see pretty girls wear many pretty branded clothes.. erm.. I not les okay.. but it just that I envy them mah.. got good figure can wear so nice clothes.. this movie also acted by my favourite actress Meryl Streep.. she is so good in acting.. but not only these.. I think the plot is also very good.. very realistic about the society, about the fashion world and about personal dreams and choices.. A good show!
After movie.. we still go to arcade to play some arcade games.. played my favourite daytona.. haha.. it is a day of fun.. but have to come back to real world now.. I still have a lot of assignments to do and I have not studied for tests yet.. help me!

It's mid term break.. Yeah!?

My mid term break will be filled with doing countless projects, reports, assignments and studying for tests.. should I be happy? haiz..

Something that I can resist and do without: CDs

I think I am sort of the "dumb" person who spends a lot of money on buying CDs.. can just download the songs right.. why bother to buy CDs.. waste money! But I believe that if I really like the songs or the singers.. I should buy the originals to support.. and I also don't know how to be pirate.. don't know where to get the songs.. unless somebody come and teach me.. haha.. If I don't really support the singers but want to try listening to the songs.. I will just buy parallel imports which are so much cheaper.. about slightly half the price of Singapore versions.. can save a lot.. and these imports look exactly like the real.. don't look pirated.. except that some extras like MV may not be included.. nevermind.. just to try listen.. no need MV and free gifts..
My mum don't like me waste money on CDs but I just cannot resist it.. haha.. that is my weakness.. don't know why.. buying CDs has become my enjoyment.. and I just bought 3 CDs today.. don't tell my mum.. haha.. I always like to go to my favorite shop at Pearl's centre to buy.. the CD there can cost $2 less than that at MJ, sembawang, CD Rama.. even the parallel imports are cheaper.. although it is far.. still worthy to go there.. if I buy more.. also has discount leh.. haha.. sometimes I just feel the urge to go there.. and look around.. a form of relaxation bah..

Congrats to alvin and to me!

At 2:18:48pm 20-09-2006, I received this sms:
hallo!! yay! okay, i takin over - thank you for givin me a chance!! n I'll still need ur precious advice and guidance. I'll take gd care of !! =)

haha.. really happy to see this sms.. this is what I waiting for.. hee.. happy for alvin.. congrats.. I believe he can do well.. he got a lot of support.. someone say that reject him will be rejecting the whole comm haha.. a bit exaggerated but quite true.. he has been putting in effort in pulling ppl to join space.. can see how decided he is to take up the job.. I will wish you all the best then.. if you need any help, I will try my best to help you.. I also want to thank you for taking over.. it will never be off my mind.. if I am still on the job..

received another test result today.. failed.. i have been failing tests.. how.. I must say the tests I didn't study for it or didn't study finish.. this MUST not happen again..

Go Away! Sleepy Virus!

Very sickening.. I don't know why I always feel so sleepy especially when I attend 8am class.. My whole day will be sleepy, sleepy, sleepy.. what's wrong with me? Once I am sleepy.. I cannot control my eyelids and they will surely drop down and shut up my eyes and my mind.. I just can't pull them open.. it is so difficult to recover from my lack of rest.. holidays have been so happening that I don't have time to rest and all the events lasted until two weeks ago then officially end.. but too late.. it's so difficult to catch up now.. I have been so inattentive in class.. I really feel the torture and stress now.. eveybody can answer every questions so well except me.. how to catch up now.. I still have so many projects and tests coming up.. Help Me! I must improve my grades this sem.. but I quite disheartened already.. really scared leh.. I must work hard and not be distracted liao.. I must!
I tried to study in library but the conclusion is library is a place good for sleeping but not good for study for me.. the air-con is so cold that makes me feel so comfortable to sleep.. I never like to study in library and now still the same.. Its only a place for me to research and print stuff.. I must find other options.. and not club room liao.. time for me to leave the place..
SCMC ends for me.. and I start to feel lost.. I seems to be out of place in my group of non-sci club friends.. I have distanced from them much.. it's like another freshmen year for me.. I really don't want to eat alone.. that's very sad..
Other all the frustrating things.. luckily got one good news.. I using broadband now.. Yeah! finally.. hahaha.. using the slow dial up for so many years.. finally using broadband, the feeling is so good.. I can try to do many things that using dial up cannot be done.. like playing online game? must try.. but only when I am free bah..

Money, money, money

Never feel so tight before.. today was bombed by two letters that deals with money.. I will be poor soon.. really don't feel optimistic about it.. what will happen if my money is gone.. I really don't know.. must really look into options to earn some money..

Lab report, lab report, lab report..

I say a lot of times to many people that I don't lent or give lab reports becos I am just so selfish.. I just don't feel good.. when people totally copy from my report.. without putting much efforts in their own reports.. all my reports I did myself.. sometimes I did ask for help from friends and look at some reports but is only after I cannot solve the problems after thinking over and over again.. and most of my reports are handwritten.. I don't really like typing.. handwritten is better for me.. so only one copy.. cannot give people.. really sorry.. but that's me.. if you say you don't know how to do something I still can help.. and let you see my report but only that you use some parts..

Elizabeth Choy dies at 96

On 14 Sept 2006, war heroine Elizabeth Choy passed away..
When I saw this news, I felt so sad.. I may not know her personally.. but she is someone that I really respect.. feel so familiar with.. She was one of those war heroes who are featured in all school history texts.. learn history will surely know her.. I cannot remember many and she is one of the few that I can remember clearly.. the other is Lim Bo Seng bah.. I must say I am quite a patriotic person.. so I always have interest in history and Elizabeth Choy being so determined and daring to risk her life to help the prisoners of war and go against the Japanese.. even survived the punishment given by the Japanese.. I really salute her for that.. not many can do this I think.. I not sure as there is no war now to find out.. after war, she even become the first female in the legislative council.. contribute to the society in her later life as a social worker and teacher.. she is really a good role model.. I really respect her for that.. now.. she left and she really step into history and become a historical figure for Singaporeans to remember.

I really missed a lot of news.. being so involved in sci club activities that I do not know much about what is happening around the world.. I was even shocked when I heard that the "crocodile man" is dead already.. after being stinged by stingray.. it is shocking.. a man who is always on tv playing with his crocodile in the end was killed during the filming of a documentary.. he is destined to stay with nature bah..

Nite Cycling - the last 26th SCMC event

Haha.. almost cannot go for nite cycling.. had a fight with my mother.. she wants me to rest at home instead of staying thru out for nite cycling but I am just so stubborn.. I want to go means I really want to go.. nobody can stop me.. she just don't understand how much I want to go.. I never being to nite cycling before.. It will be my first experience and may also be my only time.. never know.. and also I paid for it already.. why waste the money.. and I really want to finish MC with the last event. So beating and some crying.. and some cooled down talk.. I guess she give in in the end.. she cannot do much if I really want to go..
To me, nite cycling is interesting.. can go around different parts of Singapore.. mainly the southern part just on bicycle.. can see the nice night scenery of Singapore which I like.. we went from east coast to lau pa sat to newton food centre to lavender food centre to aljunied coffee shop.. that time already 7 plus am already.. we actually used 3 hours to get to lau pa sat from east coast.. haha.. amazingly long right becos we take our time.. stopping here and there to take photos.. haha.. we are just leisure cyclists mah.. in the end.. after aljunied.. we skipped bedok and went back to east coast directly.. by that time.. my buttock and back ached so much lor.. and I cannot think properly other then just using my remaining strength concentrating on cycling back.. when we ended cycling, it is already 8 plus.. cycled about 10 hours.. haha.. amazing.. first time in my life.. but I must say we really have fun.. Nixon always complained thru out the journey as he cannot cycle well and he always say he is the one who delayed us.. actually not really lor.. all of us are just taking our own sweet time to cycle mah.. and I feel he really improved a lot in cycling.. he started off unsteady but he got steadier and steadier.. happy for him.. I was so tired after that I slept in the cab and don't even know I have reach home until the taxi uncle woke me up.. haha.. I think he drove me to elsewhere I also don't know..


















We are the papaya zeus! Jerry is the papaya.. We are the zeus.. hahaha.. erh.. not funny meh..

Officially stepped down.. but still have to remain around..

Immediately the next day of dnd.. internal elections started.. internal elections lasted until wed.. It is a tiring period that test our strength of staying awake until 4, 5 am.. and the conclusion is I cannot dahan staying awake until "so early".. really cannot make it.. I start to fall asleep towards the end lor.. have to stay over for two days lor.. but I found that staying in sch not bad.. 8am lesson can 7 plus wake up.. if coming from home.. how can so late wake up.. wake up at 5.30am leh.. hate 8 am lesson.. due to lack of sleep.. those few days I always fall asleep in lessons lor.. never pay attention in class.. hai~ but I was one of those culprits that prolong the elections lor.. I voted no confidence.. which resulted in voting and representation.. really sorry but I really cannot help it.. I felt what I have done is right.. no matter what..


















Me and friends who helped me a lot in space

AGM on last thurs.. officially stepped down finally.. yeah! what I looking forward to and also what my parents looking forward to.. they always ask me the same question.." when will your things end?" so irritating.. and I always feel the stress from them but they just don't understand.. " We didn't give you stress yah.." like real.. and what about "I hope you can try to get a second upper.. graduate.. get a good job then I don't need to work so hard.".. "you must take care of mother after you start working.".. these don't give me stress mah.. in sms.. "we all love you. must take care okay." this love to me is so stressful.. I always stress myself so that I can do well and don't let my parents down.. this is so unbearable and irritating that I always break down in front of them.. shout at them.. aand they just cannot be more understanding.. give me more quiet moments.. they will just nag and nag.. non-stop.. I am really sorry that I shouted at them and treated them badly.. but it's just so unbearable.. then now.. after my life in MC ended.. they treated me so good.. they are just so happy that I spend more time at home.. is it really so good to have so much love.. I should feel fortunate but I only get a conclusion out of it.. if I have children, I don't have only one but at least two.. it's not good to be only child.. Stepping down is a relief for most people.. finally finished the journey.. and ended quite nicely.. For me, I still have to carry on for a while until the new director step up.. can't wait for "he" to step up soon.. I have studies to catch up.. a lot leh.. sleep too much in class liao.. haha.. In this journey in sci club, I really learnt a lot..

List of what I learnt and done first time in my life:
do own designing of signage using photoshop, before my publicity team is formed
plan and do stuff in a more organised manner
think of meeting agenda and conduct meetings
send official emails and letters
communicate properly with admin stuff and potential sponsors
how to choose the right people for jobs and trust them 100%
how to handle office politics and handle interperson relationships
separate enjoyment and work.. enjoy as much while you play and serious while you work
balance school work, tests, projects and MC
handle many stuff at one time and do them well
handle stress better
enjoy cleaning so much with satisfaction
think of others before yourself
try to be less selfish and share with others
cherish the people around you.. especially your friends
importance of having support from family and friends

these are just some points I thought of now.. actually the list can be never ending.. some of them may sound very basic things that we should already know.. but I only know them when I was in MC.. really experience it in MC.. I was taught a lot and these will always stay with me for my whole life..

The last few weekends of FOP..

hee.. have not been updating my blog for so long le.. becos I was so tired and busy with MC stuff and going for the various activities and still have to handle the reports that I have to hand in every week.. must say the last few weeks are so eventful.. wanted to update blog.. got lots to say but sleep and sch work more important.. haha..
So what I did the last few weekends other than busy completing lab reports..
20 Aug 2006 Sun
Went to rag exhibition.. first time that rag day moved out of NUS and has an exhibition outside.. It was at the area outside PS.. Look at the floats exhibited there you will be impressed.. especially the winning hall float.. the details are so fine and looked so real.. you will wonder how they can do it.. haha.. saw my friend dancing for her hall.. wow.. never thought she can dance so well and so enthu.. haha.. staying in hall will make you different.. after talking to her.. find that she is really attached to her hall.. even though she is not staying there anymore.. I went to the exhibition just to support sci rag.. had hesitated becos I was so tired but I just felt strongly that I have to be there so I just went..
26 Aug 2006 Sat "Partito. It's Boogie Time"
first time went to zouk.. I not a chiong person mah.. before that.. went to have dinner with zeus people.. haha.. I was in such a dilemma.. both zeus and bugs bunny are going and some more so coincident meet at the same place and same time for dinner.. both ogs want me to join them.. but zeus asks me first so I have to go with them.. haha.. bugs bunny went to tiong bahru market to eat.. wear nice nice still go such a hot place to eat.. I actually suggested both og go same place to eat but nixon don't like to sweat a lot so cannot lor.. then we just went BK that has aircon.. at zouk.. I support both jas and sky.. haha.. my freshies.. I cheer as loud as I can leh.. for both of them.. they aso has a very strong support group.. their ex-classmates, friends or even family.. happy for them that they have so many supporters.. haha.. bugs bunny was the loudest cheering OG in SOW and so we are the loudest supporting group for sky.. we shout and cheer so loud for him lor.. since both of them brought so many supporters.. it is not surprising that they won the clubbing king and queen, "Mr Jeanperrie" and "Miss Kai".. both are my freshies leh.. I am so proud of them.. haha.. I was really happy that night.. that night I have to shuffle between the two ogs.. so as not to miss out and neglect any of them.. on the end zeus ppl left early for supper so I stayed with bb.. the music in zouk was so not nice for dancing.. so sianz.. same kind of music repeating.. think it's trance bah.. but many people there know how to zhi high.. haha.. including some of my freshies.. haha.. never expected them to know how to drink and dance.. I remembered when I am freshie.. I don't even know much about clubbing and don't dare to drink much lor.. this generation is different.. hai~ I think I sometimes really have generation gap with them.. and feel so old.. when they call me "da jie".. really not used to that.. I want to stay young! that night, I really drank much more.. mix this mix that.. in the end a bit drunk.. haha.. felt dizzy and cannot walk properly.. but I tried to control myself.. and pretend nothing happen when my dad came to fetch me.. back home I still did my stuff properly, chat with my parents and before dropping dead on bed.. heehee.. my mum and dad did not notice anything.. haha..


















Me with our clubbing queen and king


2 Sept 2006 "Hollywood Dreams. Where The Star is You!"
"D n D".. something that will make me have headache.. must think of what to wear.. something appropriate for the occasion.. which is so difficult for me.. I seldom dress nice nice.. except for special occasion.. I am just lazy.. only when the occasion comes then I will feel so kan chiong.. but luckily I have bought a dress last time to keep for such events.. then not so headache this time.. yah so lucky.. becos that time I was so busy lor.. no time to go shopping lor.. then the other MC gals say they want to go makeover.. "huh? die lah" that was on my mind.. so much thing to do.. must be so formal yah.. I also want to look nice leh.. cannot be the odd one out lor.. but my parents will not want me to spend so much many for hair and make up de.. so eveything is DIY.. fortunately.. I got a mother who knows how to do the hair.. so I just let her do lor.. that time I really feel that my life was in her hand becos I just let her do without know what hairstyle she will make and there is not mirror in front of me.. so scary.. then the result.. the puff up one.. my first reaction:"okay lah.. but will I look old or not? a bit old fashion lor.." but better than nothing lah.. and some more cannot change lor.. makeup I did myself.. first timeI put on makeup myself leh.. okay lah.. actually it is not so difficult lor.. but put on once a while is okay.. I am just so lazy.. haha.. actually when I reach traders hotel.. I was a bit scare scare de.. don't know what the others will say about me.. people like to make fun of me leh.. I must say my weakness is lack of self confidence.. I was really scared people will feel that I look weird.. in the end.. everything is much okay.. people say I look good that day.. don't know is out of politeness or real.. of course they say the truth lah.. but I think my make up and hairdo makes me look mature or should I say old.. becos nixon said I look like his mother.. so sad..
that day I also have to go on stage to a give a short thank you speech for and give out the prize to ying yan.. and also dance with the other MCs.. very frightening lor.. people say I sound weird talking on stage.. like going to cry like that.. if I really want to cry.. is not becos I am stepping down liao.. but becos I have stage fright.. don't know why I feel so scare on stage.. dancing was better with many people together with me.. still okay.. but speaking on stage, I still cannot make it.. don't know why.. food that night was not bad.. we are vip so food was served to us.. haha.. so good.. that night was also the pageant final..yeah.. something I really look forward.. I really hope both jas ad sky will win again.. sky got bb people and jun cong they all support him so no need to worry and he really got the height and style mah.. so no need to worry.. and he won.. he thank me for getting the hesitant og people down to dnd but I did not help much lor.. they want to go also.. becos they really want to support him and they are hesitant at first is becos they don't know who will be going.. if they know the seniors and the others going, they will go de.. I did not do much.. that night.. bb really formed "the sky's fan club", cheering so loud and even take cards with sky word on them.. haha.. but for jas.. seems like she not so lucky.. her competitors are so strong.. F3 in her good form and performing well that night.. and seems so popular so she got it.. quite sad for jas.. not disappointment.. as she has done her best.. just her luck and some other factors.. still proud of her.. at least she still get to enter pageant and won something..
After dnd.. went to mac with bb.. I feel that bb freahies are really energetic.. can stay very late then go home.. heard they after bash that night still go and watch movies.. impressed by them..
After looking at photos, I feel I still look better when I am my normal self leh.. maybe I should try to look better in photos next time..

26th SCMC



The "sky fan club"


Zeus with our very own pageant gal..

SCMC

Somebody asked me what do you sacrifice to be in SCMC.. I told him I sacrificed my time with family, friends and also time for studies.. Then what do I gain in SCMC? I told him I gain many friends, new experience and overcome challenges.. I never regret joining SCMC.. even though a lot of things happened.. after all these.. it makes me stronger to do my stuffs well.. and ignore all distractions.. I just do what I feel I have to do as a MC or a director.. since I have joined SCMC, I am already prepared what I going to face and unexpected results may be obtained.. not everything will go smoothly lor.. this is a good training for me..
why I join SCMC.. maybe I just want to challenge myself to see whether I can cope both studies and CCA.. only good in studies is not everything.. I also hope I can be a all rounder.. I put down a aim to maintain or increase my CAP in my term.. but seems like it is impossible for me.. I cannot really manage my time well.. hai~ so sad.. haha.. but anyway I am all prepared for it.. and I feel the drop in cap is expected and worthy.. I already have tried a lor of new stuff and go thru the whole package of being a SCMC.. tried not to miss much.. and enjoyed myself..
Another reason that I join MC is also because I want to be director.. I want to do something for .. it has a lot of potential and I want to create something new out of it.. and I also make up my mind after receiving support from my previous and director.. without their support I will not be so daring.. really want to thank them for helping and supporting me..
joining sci club has helped me to adapt to uni life.. know a lot of friends.. have a lot of laughter and fun.. I really feel that I eat alone in canteen in my first sem in uni is really pitiful.. haha.. joining SOW comm and learning under weidong is something I never regret..
But now.. after going thru the whole package already.. I think I have enough already and it's time for me to concentrate on studies liao.. my parents are so naggy.. they are counting down for me liao lor.. I really cannot stand their nags anymore but to listen to them.. the imperial order cannot be disobeyed.. if not I will be beheaded.. haha..
hope to see somebody interested in soon.. come find me okay.. just love .. and you will want to do something for it.. haha..

A special Brithday Party!

Yesterday, I went to a primary school friend's 21st brithday party cum farewell.. He will be going for overseas studies very soon.. If I not wrong, is at US.. for 4 years leh.. ha.. Primary school friends leh.. after so long still in contact not bad right.. there at the party.. I also met my other primary school friends.. some met not long ago at a gathering.. but it is only after so many years that I finally met them.. some after pri sch.. some after sec school.. really miss them.. they have not changed much in appearance.. still like the past.. but everybody has moved on to their own different lives.. everybody in different uni and courses, in different parts of the world now.. heard news of other pri sch friends.. some have even entered the working society liao.. everybody has really moved on differently.. I have lost contact with them either becos we end up in different schools or don't have each other's hp no... or we just too busy to meet up.. is it an excuse.. haha.. I think must thankz ppl like lennon, bing ping and yahui who are still in contact with most ppl and can connect all of us back together in gatherings..
It's good to see your pri sch classmates again and chat about what we have been doing.. they are the classmates whom we have spent the most time with in the same class.. and at that time.. we are so naive and innocent and don't have so much worries as today.. we always have fun playing or quarrelling.. I remembered kids will not "don't friend you" too long de.. they will forget about it a few days later.. but I remembered myself as a girl who don't have any best friends in pri sch.. I just don't like to be in cliques.. I liked to befriend everybody so in the end I don't have a very close friend.. but nevermind.. I still get to know everybody well..
Haha.. then the most common topic of our chat is about bf/gf.. all the other gals have bf.. and me still a 'no'.. haha.. okay lor.. no guy want me mah.. haha.. I still waiting..
Yah.. what's so special about the birthday party.. it's on a junk.. or should I say a boat.. not very big lah and is open with no aircon.. the good thing about having a party on a moving junk is all the guests will be trapped on it and cannot go off first.. haha.. and I think I nearing sea sick with the junk shaking so hard.. everybody walked like drunk already.. haha.. although there is no alcohol.. cannot walk properly lor.. have to hold on to everything they see for support.. even a person's shoulder haha.. the food not bad.. and the birthday cake too.. a lot of chocolate.. yummy yummy.. haha.. but I must say it is really a very special and good experience.. especially it travelled to the sea near the southern islands.. like the st john island.. never see it before.. haha.. the scenery is very nice on the junk.. and it's feel great standing at the front of the junk with the strong wind blowing on your face.. so cooling and when the horizon is so empty.. you are just like travelling to the end of the world.. haha.. my imagination.. then when the junk travelled thru a haze above the sea.. so dark.. so exciting like that.. sentosa.. when you look at it from the sea.. it looked so articially beautiful.. not very natural leh.. although there are a lot of trees lah.. but you can see there are really planted and maintained.. haha.. becos of this trip, and missed the bbq is really worth it.. can see old friends and have a new experience..

SOW over liao..

Me taking this chance in school to write my blog.. since I have break and nothing to do.. haha.. got things lah.. but heck care.. evil.. have wanted to update my blog immediately after SOW.. talk about what happened last week but too many things liao..
K.O after reaching home and had my bath at 6 plus pm on sat and slept until the next day 8 plus am.. then went to help Alive! Then went back home late that night.. busy check mails.. So Many.. My parents always nagged at me for using com until very late.. okay lah I used until 3 plus am lah.. They are always wondering what I am doing.. but I just checking my mails and chatting with friends on msn.. nothing wrong leh.. then I also very last min arrange my timetable.. I not even sure when I have lessons.. anyway I mon no lesson yet mah.. practical haven't start.. but too bad only for this week..
Everything had passed so fast last week..
Accompany freshies to FIC.. had MC talk on Mon.. then busy with Flag until Wed.. becos coin counting I missed out my jc class gathering.. Miss Chua got go leh and she went with her bf.. so sad I don't get to see.. but I saw his photo anyway.. I seldom don't go for gathering de leh.. this is a exception.. becos I don't want to miss out on our flag result.. Then thurs went sentosa.. was a station IC at the captain spongeball.. I was IC for that game last year also during prep camp.. but becos of this I cannot be together with my OG during the games.. I really quite lagging with all the gossips of my OG lor.. My OG freshies are really quite 38.. including the guys.. haha.. I did not join them for the outing and dinner after flag day mah.. so I have to ask and ask them to catch up with the gossips.. haha.. Fri was the amazing game.. was featured as the last station.. really want to thank the SOW comm for publicising . Thank you very much, Ginny and Yishan!
And I did not go for the mass dance becos of rag validator briefing and missed out the sing-along becos I have to go for validation.. so sad.. I want to sing and have fun too.. but luckily I still got to see the talent time and award presentation.. the freshies really have great ideas.. not bad not bad.. Our OG won the loudest OG award.. haha.. becos of our RAAAA.. Our bugs bunny is really fierce.. but it brings out the spirit of the OG and everybody so high.. good liao.. but why the prize so cheapo de.. strepsil.. okay lah.. got 5 more GV tix.. but should give better mah..
I hope everybody will not be too sad that we did not win best house.. everybody tried their best liao..
Rag Day.. First time that I did not sleep thru out the night leh.. I really cannot tahan.. Dentistry rag.. not very grand.. but quite impressed that they did it within 2 weeks.. mainly done by all dentistry freshies.. their main goal is not to win but to bond the freshies.. which is a really good idea.. dentistry freshmen cohort is small and they have to do the float and dance which is quite amazing.. in the end they won the most environmentally friendly float.. they really used a lot of recycled stuff..
We never knows what the judges have experienced and what they felt.. We can never guess what they are thinking.. We will never understand how they choose the winner.. We did not manage to get back our chancellor's shield.. but at least we got the most coin collection and flag gold award.. I was angry with nussu for giving us false hope by giving out the prize wrongly to us.. what are they doing.. It is sad that we put in so much affort on the float and in the end, we won nothing.. nevermind.. we will come back next year and win back the shield.. we can do it de..
School starts liao.. I have made up my mind to concentrate more on studies.. revise more and be attentive in lectures.. I want to improve.. not continue droppping..
Starting to miss my freshies liao.. did not really see them around leh.. really looking forward to see you all.. hope you all are adapting well to the new environment..

After 3 days of SOW..

Will be back to SOW tmr and start flag preparation.. finally it is coming..

really scare I will miss out a lot.. as I am not joining my OG after tmr afternoon until flag day is over.. hope I don't miss a lot.. and they don't forget me.. haha..

My OG quite on lah.. but not as spontaneous as my SCAMP og.. must push push a bit.. okay.. I should not compare.. but now getting better liao.. they all really cheer loudly and have lotsa of fun.. which is really good.. and even stay thru out the night.. don't sleep.. never expect that from them.. haha.. but I really cannot dah han and slept at 6 plus.. I am not young anymore.. haha.. izzit? The two nights before I have slept at 5 plus.. first night to pei my two scamp freshies do rag.. the 2nd night talk to my friends while doing rag.. comment about SOW haha and gossip.. the 3rd night, went fong seng with my OG.. yah eat prata.. haha.. got gossip a bit.. ask everybody got attach or not.. got any exs.. and others.. haha.. got some unexpected answers.. not bad.. and see that some guys are actually 38 ones.. like to gossip.. hee.. say they are shy so fake.. haha..

sometimes they still a bit sian sian.. no response when people call them.. haha.. too tired bah..
I think they really like gossiping.. still gossip on msn.. haha.. my OG gals also power leh.. watch horror movie not scare.. go thru "cluedo" like nothing.. only got some scare a bit.. but nobody back out.. which is good.. there are some hiccups.. but nvm over liao.. as long as it is not something serious.. I so malu.. watch the movie so scare.. have to use file to block one eye.. and aslo shouted.. my mother always says I look so fierce but actually so timid.. even small insects also scare.. and I don't watch horror movies in cinema de.. only the eye 2.. most horror movies I watch in well-lit living room in my house haha.. with my pillows around me.. heehee..

haha.. my OG got pageant guy.. so can support him and also jas.. one male and one female.. no need headache who to support for guys.. I saw his poster liao.. he is one of the more not bad looking one.. haha.. winning cannot predict yet.. must see the bash and DND.. someone says jas got chance to win.. becos she got a lot of supporters.. let's hope so..
okay.. end with my OG photo at the SRC.. becos of the fire drill.. first time in my life in NUS.. haha.. so lucky..

What a day!

It was a day that many not so happy things have happened.. and they are all about making the right decisions.. being understanding and more tolerant.. becos everybody is so busy with so many different stuff and also lack of sleep.. frustrations can be unbearable and conflicts can happen.. and decisions that ppl still not really agree are made regardless of the possiblility that they may not work.. So now we see the results.. okay.. not very good.. but the decision makers still seem to defend themselves.. say "no bad lah.. we did our best liao.. " but I cannot stop myself from comparing this to last year.. last year seems so much organised.. and we did not even easily offend anybody.. why is it so.. some people just cannot handle so many things.. why did they still push themselves over the limit.. things cannot be handled so well de..
I cannot say much as they will say when they need ppl, I was not there.. I was not informed at all.. I always look at myself before pointing any finger.. if I am not perfect.. how can I talk loudly.. I just give my best to help and hope the situation will get better.. really hope so..

Tmr is SOW DAy 0.. will be very busy and also have lots of fun!

No smoking!

I really like the new blog skin.. it's so cool.. especially the colourful skulls.. evil haha.. if only it is designed by me.. but I don't know how to do it leh.. unless anyone willing to teach me hee..

Okay back to my topic.. Now there is a new law right.. all kopi tiam need to create a smoking area away from the non-smoking area.. at first I thought it will be quite not feasible.. like ostracize the smokers.. but once the law is set.. all the smoking areas in kopi tiams are ready.. signs are hung and ground painted to show the boundary.. then I thought they will be quite slack in following.. like the fastening of seat belts of the passengers at the back of the car.. but it is not so.. this morning I just saw that the take-kopi-order-uncle ask 2 men who are smoking but sat outside the smoking area to move to the smoking area.. is the checking really so strict.. I am impressed lor.. actually I also feel quite bad.. becos my parents and I are sitting in the smoking area although we don't smoke.. took up the smokers' table.. hee.. but why must they always put the smoking area in more airy places leh which are our favourite places.. there goes our usual seats liao.. I don't really mind cigarette smoke unlike my friends who will cover their nose and mouth once they smell a slightest smoke.. I know breathing in others' cigarette smoke is bad for health.. but I don't really will avoid the smoke.. maybe I am used to smelling it when my great-grandmother was around as she usually smoked in the house..

Looking at the photos..

Developed the photos that accumulated from a few activities.. got our SOW05 comm photos, sentosa outing, my friend's birthday gathering, SCAMP and Rag and Flag camp.. 109 of them.. I have tried my best to reduce the number to save some money.. haha.. still so many.. I love to look at photos.. they will let me remember the happy times that the photos are taken.. I will giggle while looking at them..
These SOW05 comm photos especially make me laugh..

We want to take a formal photo with no smiling, very serious.. but it is just so difficult to control.. and you can see some of us already start laughing liao.. haha.. But the program ppl are really professional haha.. as I was always affected by yingyan.. I have to exchange place with joanne lor.. my fault meh.. then this is the final formal photo.. hee.. Then we finally can relax.. yeah! I have no regrets joining SOW05 comm as we were really close like a family.. we had fun together, sleep and 38 together.. and it is after joining SOW comm that I find that joining Sci Club is fun and really can learn a lot.. and feels a sense of belonging to sci club.. which makes me want to continue join the sci club comm.. and I end up as a director..

Looked thru the SCAMP and Rag and Flag Camp photos.. really like them.. also like my freshies.. hee.. although they always bully me lah.. okay lah.. I always bullied by ppl lor.. used to that liao.. as long as we had fun and all of us are happy! Many of them still quite united and stay together.. celebrate each other's birthday.. that's nice of them.. even at the buffet of the welcome tea, also sit in circle on the floor to eat together.. not bad yah..

I finally changed my template to something better.. yeah.. the other previous blog I have cannot do much and after changing to this.. I find blogging can be so fun de.. anyhow trial and error with html also can get something.. hee.. if I have time I will try more..

Skating.. not me..

today.. my freshies went ice skating at fuji ice palace.. Me join them later but just sat at one side to watch them skate.. don't know.. I just don't want to skate as my father has gave a strong "No" long time ago.. that was when I was just in sec sch I think.. went once to ice skate and fell on knees.. big blue black.. not serious.. but my father just has his teenage bad memories that are cast on me.. he saw ppl being seriously cut by the blades of the shoes.. so he is really scare of skating after that.. I not scared but i just don't want to do something behind his back that he really against.. I am really bad in lying.. lie too much when I was just a kid.. but cannot lie now.. haha.. maybe got beaten too much liao..
Interesting to watch people learning skating from coaches.. I think the coaches very free.. no need to demo much.. just correct using words.. then the students do difficult stunts.. can really see who are really interested in learning and who not.. some trained very hard and some even learn the simple ones.. also half heartedly.. waste money.. I can imagine the fees are not cheap..
Me reading a book while watching ppl skate.. What I read? Anne Frank The Diary of a Young Girl.. haha.. sounds like something children read right.. heard about the book long long time ago but don't have the chance to read it until now.. haha... I like to read books about the war.. and this book is more about adolescent and family problems.. also interesting.. found some similarities between her and me.. heehee.. My reasons of writing blog are similar to her reasons of writing diary.. really..

Why?

haha.. created a new blog so late at night.. really don't know why.. had been very tired.. wanted to sleep early but received a sms from OGL to go online to discuss about design of id tag.. feel bad not to go.. not help much so go online lor.. once go online then went to read others' blog.. haha.. kaypoh? definitely.. I actually had a blog somewhere but it is so boring.. cannot change design one.. so after looking at the others.. then have the chong dong to change haha.. anyway I have stop writing quite sometime.. very busy.. haha.. excuses..
starfruit.. my favourite fruit.. actually I always drink it becos it can drive away my heatiness.. I think my mouth got ulcers liao.. still got a bit of cough leh.. why not okay yet.. maybe not enough of rest.. want to take a break but cannot leh..
starfruit.. don't know why many people hate it.. haha.. I not really picky about this.. as long it is good..
I just feel like shouting out loud now.. in so late at night.. nono.. so many things in my mind.. so stuffy.. who's there to listen.. who can tell them to.. I am just so cautious about the people around me.. no best friend that's me..
I am worried.. no replies yet.. no confirmations yet..

I am a worries-er..