Officially stepped down.. but still have to remain around..

Immediately the next day of dnd.. internal elections started.. internal elections lasted until wed.. It is a tiring period that test our strength of staying awake until 4, 5 am.. and the conclusion is I cannot dahan staying awake until "so early".. really cannot make it.. I start to fall asleep towards the end lor.. have to stay over for two days lor.. but I found that staying in sch not bad.. 8am lesson can 7 plus wake up.. if coming from home.. how can so late wake up.. wake up at 5.30am leh.. hate 8 am lesson.. due to lack of sleep.. those few days I always fall asleep in lessons lor.. never pay attention in class.. hai~ but I was one of those culprits that prolong the elections lor.. I voted no confidence.. which resulted in voting and representation.. really sorry but I really cannot help it.. I felt what I have done is right.. no matter what..


















Me and friends who helped me a lot in space

AGM on last thurs.. officially stepped down finally.. yeah! what I looking forward to and also what my parents looking forward to.. they always ask me the same question.." when will your things end?" so irritating.. and I always feel the stress from them but they just don't understand.. " We didn't give you stress yah.." like real.. and what about "I hope you can try to get a second upper.. graduate.. get a good job then I don't need to work so hard.".. "you must take care of mother after you start working.".. these don't give me stress mah.. in sms.. "we all love you. must take care okay." this love to me is so stressful.. I always stress myself so that I can do well and don't let my parents down.. this is so unbearable and irritating that I always break down in front of them.. shout at them.. aand they just cannot be more understanding.. give me more quiet moments.. they will just nag and nag.. non-stop.. I am really sorry that I shouted at them and treated them badly.. but it's just so unbearable.. then now.. after my life in MC ended.. they treated me so good.. they are just so happy that I spend more time at home.. is it really so good to have so much love.. I should feel fortunate but I only get a conclusion out of it.. if I have children, I don't have only one but at least two.. it's not good to be only child.. Stepping down is a relief for most people.. finally finished the journey.. and ended quite nicely.. For me, I still have to carry on for a while until the new director step up.. can't wait for "he" to step up soon.. I have studies to catch up.. a lot leh.. sleep too much in class liao.. haha.. In this journey in sci club, I really learnt a lot..

List of what I learnt and done first time in my life:
do own designing of signage using photoshop, before my publicity team is formed
plan and do stuff in a more organised manner
think of meeting agenda and conduct meetings
send official emails and letters
communicate properly with admin stuff and potential sponsors
how to choose the right people for jobs and trust them 100%
how to handle office politics and handle interperson relationships
separate enjoyment and work.. enjoy as much while you play and serious while you work
balance school work, tests, projects and MC
handle many stuff at one time and do them well
handle stress better
enjoy cleaning so much with satisfaction
think of others before yourself
try to be less selfish and share with others
cherish the people around you.. especially your friends
importance of having support from family and friends

these are just some points I thought of now.. actually the list can be never ending.. some of them may sound very basic things that we should already know.. but I only know them when I was in MC.. really experience it in MC.. I was taught a lot and these will always stay with me for my whole life..