Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Go Away! Sleepy Virus!

Very sickening.. I don't know why I always feel so sleepy especially when I attend 8am class.. My whole day will be sleepy, sleepy, sleepy.. what's wrong with me? Once I am sleepy.. I cannot control my eyelids and they will surely drop down and shut up my eyes and my mind.. I just can't pull them open.. it is so difficult to recover from my lack of rest.. holidays have been so happening that I don't have time to rest and all the events lasted until two weeks ago then officially end.. but too late.. it's so difficult to catch up now.. I have been so inattentive in class.. I really feel the torture and stress now.. eveybody can answer every questions so well except me.. how to catch up now.. I still have so many projects and tests coming up.. Help Me! I must improve my grades this sem.. but I quite disheartened already.. really scared leh.. I must work hard and not be distracted liao.. I must!
I tried to study in library but the conclusion is library is a place good for sleeping but not good for study for me.. the air-con is so cold that makes me feel so comfortable to sleep.. I never like to study in library and now still the same.. Its only a place for me to research and print stuff.. I must find other options.. and not club room liao.. time for me to leave the place..
SCMC ends for me.. and I start to feel lost.. I seems to be out of place in my group of non-sci club friends.. I have distanced from them much.. it's like another freshmen year for me.. I really don't want to eat alone.. that's very sad..
Other all the frustrating things.. luckily got one good news.. I using broadband now.. Yeah! finally.. hahaha.. using the slow dial up for so many years.. finally using broadband, the feeling is so good.. I can try to do many things that using dial up cannot be done.. like playing online game? must try.. but only when I am free bah..

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