I really hate myself to be so enthu sometimes.. what am I doing? nobody will appreciate it..
Maybe I just should concentrate on studying and not think of anything..
it's difficult to get ppl think like you.. very difficult.. last time I am also like that.. I have passed the phase so I am so slack now.. and I am not able to get back the drive anymore.. or should I say the nerdiness when I think of nothing but studying.. too many stuff going round my head now..
I really need support but I think this is really difficult to get.. maybe I looking for it in the wrong place..
Really hate things change in the way you least expected it..
I am tired and disappointed.. I should just go back to my old self 3 years ago..
Monday, September 24, 2007
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awwww no thats not good. ganbatte ne!
hehe, its hard to capture our old selves you know...the past may stay still but time always forgets it...I sometimes try and cling onto parts of my school days (the fun parts :P) but its just painful thinking about it.
keep your chin up k
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