Learn to grow up..

last fri I met some of the ppl from sow 05 comm.. sheena, alicia, shuhui, frances, ryan and weidong met us later.. we have bk for dinner at the central.. then walked to clark quay to find a pub to drink.. all of them have started working liao lor.. except me.. the "school gal".. some of them have changed.. becoming more pretty.. new hairstyle new fashion sense.. maybe becos they have started working so have to wear something different liao.. not like a student..

we drank beer and chatted at Brewerks.. I actually saw that it was quite late already.. 12 plus.. and wanted to go home.. ryan offered to send me home.. but I still don't want to stay out till late.. I never being out late before without my father sending me home.. maybe is becos I never tried to stay out late before.. so don't dare.. don't want my parents to be unhappy.. don't know what they will think.. but the rest still wanted to stay on to chat and asked me not to worry too much.. maybe I just should try to stay out late once then my parents will understand I have grew up liao.. they cannot tie me down liao.. I actually still felt insecure.. but I just stayed on.. since I have no bus home liao.. I even called my mum to tell her I will be very late..

then we chatted until 2 plus.. and ryan sent me home.. (thank you ryan! hee..) when I got home they are already asleep.. okay I think my father got woke up a bit when I open the door then he go back to sleep liao.. no words from him or mum.. not even the next day.. they didn't ask me anything or nag about anything.. to me is surprise lah.. actually I am the one who think too much.. actually they are not as strict as I think.. as long as I am safe.. got someone send me home.. they will be okay with it.. now I finally know..