I really need luck..

I don't have luck getting full time jobs.. I also don't have luck getting part time jobs..

I tried getting a part time.. but seems like there are also many ppl looking for part times too.. and I am not as eligible as them.. so the answers I got are negative.. or just no news.. who will like this feeling? I don't too.. I am feeling the stress.. and is desperate now.. will I just anyhow get a job now? am I choosy? I must say is no for both qns.. I am not so shui bian.. and I also applied for a wide range of jobs.. so don't ask me what kind of jobs I am applying now.. it is so difficult for me to answer now.. becos I am also don't know what I am actually applying.. I know but as long as I feel okay with it.. I will apply.. without thinking too much.. I have an interview next mon.. which I not even sure whether I am up to the job.. the job description looks so chim to me.. I just have to try my best.. *smiling forcefully*

as my parents are so worried about me.. they brought me to a guanyin medium at a temple.. who can really help me and is so accurate about my situation.. which is quite scary.. I am not superstitious but how do you explain these kind of stuff.. she speaks in a language that cannot be understood and so there is this translator.. who will translate what "guanyin" is talking about and what are the talisman for..

She said that I am not focused enough and my mind is quite in a mess about what I want and even I got a job, I will not stay long in it.. and she said I had a bad temper and I should maintain a good relationship with my parents and I should not keep everything to myself.. should communicate with my parents.. isn't this scary? how did she know all these? I am wondering.. why is it so accurate??

and she gave me a few talismen that will bring me good luck in getting a job.. I have to drink and wash with these before going to interview.. and carry it with me.. and I am warned from going to wakes or weddings.. becos it will bring me bad luck..

I should just believe in this.. and hope luck will come..