Some interesting things that I saw..

I saw this in yesterday's paper so took an photo of it.. not very clear yah.. but it is an article about brow shape.. for round face, should have this brow shape shape to make the face longer and slimmer.. haha.. that's what I want.. hee.. okay lah.. my face sometimes look round mah.. especially when I smile.. anyway.. I trying to get my face less round liao.. do more face exercise..haha.. and also eat less rice to get the extra fat out of my body..

another interesting thing is the recycling centres that suddenly appear in my estate.. I have one below my block.. and I being packing and packing my stuff.. just threw one pack of papers into that large bin.. paper, glass, plastic and clothes.. can be recycled.. haha.. seems like not many people take note of that bah.. the bin seems empty.. but better than having some redundant rubbish in there bah..

I have watched the confession of pain, "shang cheng" on Wed.. I should not have watched it alone lah.. quite scary.. with all the murders and it was a really sad story.. and Tony Leung and Jin Cheng Wu really are very good actors.. really shuai also.. heehee.. and I found the lead actress.. if I not wrong.. should be Xu Jing Lei.. look like Zhang Ziyi leh.. haa.. This movie is really a nice movie to watch.. should watch it..

First day of school..

haha.. yah.. it's first day of sch for primary, secondary and jc but not for me.. me still have less than one week of holiday before sch starts.. haha.. but it's so short.. in no time I will be busy going for lectures, doing tutorials and doing reports and projects.. I really don't want sch to start so fast.. help! I will have morning lectures.. even those starts at 8 am.. I cannot sleep until 10 plus or even 1 pm anymore.. so sad..

last sem is a terrible sem.. in my previous entries.. I had said how unable to study I am.. how unable to do well.. and give up already..I really hope nothing of these will happen again this coming sem.. if not I really give up liao.. may not be even doing honours.. having second lower no point in doing honour.. why not go to work.. don't waste the one year..

last sem.. I really did not do well.. after some analysis.. I found that I should not be so greedy.. take 6 modules and even 1 is 6 mc one.. I am crazy.. my friends also said so.. I thought I am superwoman yah.. I hope I am.. haha.. and the momentum did not start well at the beginning of the sem.. with me did not sleep well during sow.. busy with sci club stuff.. then the internal elections with so many nights cannot sleep well and enough.. then every weekend until stepping down.. I will have activities to do and participate.. after stepping down.. I became so lost.. so lack of the drive to study.. too tired liao.. with so many projects coming up.. rush this rush that.. don't have to revise anything.. did not treat tests seriously and did pay attention in lectures.. sleep in lectures.. in the result.. did poorer than anybody else for the modules.. even the experimental module that I spent the longest time to do.. also did the worst.. why is it like that.. waste of effort.. or my effort is still not sufficient.. it never was.. it is a 6mc module.. even more effort have to be put in.. my cap has dropped below 4 liao.. not surprised at all.. and nothing to be sad about.. if not some people will kill me.. what bad for me.. is still something better for some people.. I should not complain about it.. I should not..

Modules that I thought that I will never understand.. actually I do them well de.. is just that I did not read notes and revise properly.. I should not have failed in the tests at all.. I went thru them before final exams.. and I found how dumb I was.. I actually can do them well if I have do the revisions.. I tried my best in exams but it's still too late.. CA is still quite a big percentage.. nevermind.. it will be a lesson for me.. YES, IT WILL..

I never give up so easily de.. anyway.. during the preparation of final exams.. I have found a better way to study liao.. I should not be so stubborn and stick to my old sch way.. it is no use now.. I only know memorising the facts but I cannot apply them at all.. I used to don't do my tutorials and put them in lower priority so my grades never can get better.. this way can only be used in pri sch and not now liao.. so I decided to change it.. since I thinking that I cannot do well liao.. so I risk it.. change my way.. do all the tutorials.. study them and put lecture notes as lower priority.. anyway I don't have much time to do so many things and actually some tutorial questions may also come out in exams.. now then I know and at least this time round.. I know how to apply the stuff that I learn and not only just memorise them.. and my memory has got so worst that I quickly forgot what I memorise the next day.. no use liao..

now that I know what my parents say are right.. I just too stubborn.. now I then realised..

My new skin!

oh yah! I forgot to talk about my new blogskin.. nice or not yah.. I feel it is better than the last one.. I really like the red skin and the words are clearer and bigger now.. can see more clearly.. and it is rock star! yeah! something related to rock! I really feel I have the rock blood flowing in me.. haha..

myspace...

What is myspace.com? out of curiosity.. I created an account.. this is what I wrote on my profile..

About me:
I am at a loss.. I not sure what I want exactly.. many things in my mind.. I want to be best in something but still have not found it yet.. am I so ordinary? When it's time to play, I will enjoy myself fully and let it all out.. but I think too much.. always dreaming but the dreams don't seem to come true.. is it me too lazy to carry them out.. or am I too timid.. must be both.. think too much and so quite moody sometimes.. but I always aim to live life happily and fulfilling.. YEAH!
Who I'd like to meet:
People who want to be my friends.. people who share the same interests and thoughts as me.. anybody who are true..

within a few days that I started my profile.. some people asked to be added as friends.. although I don't know them.. I just added them.. I don't care.. anyway just for fun.. maybe useful next time.. anyway.. no harm..

myspace address can be found in links..

the many many things.. gatherings!

This holiday has quite a number of gatherings.. with jc classmates.. one with the "holland V gals".. why do i call them the holland v gals.. becos we always meet at holland village.. used to always have dinner at coffee club there.. this time change to zhicha.. the XO fish bee hoon.. something different.. it is sort of to celebrate 2 of the gals' birthdays and also christmas.. this is what we always been doing liao.. celebrating birthday by having dinner together.. after the dinner.. this time we went to chill out at the eski bar I tried the lychee martini.. becos I heard about it so this time I wanted to try it.. not bad.. at first it tasted sweet of lychee then the bitterness of the alcohol.. but really ex.. more than $10.. once in the while bah.. but I really feel the "pain".. ouch! the bar is really for eskimos.. really cold..

there are also a jc friends gathering becos of birthday party.. it was cheryl's birthday.. her younger sister also in science and also in science club marketing comm.. it's nice to know her.. but I did not catch her name.. really sorry.. but she recognised me as the "space person".. not bad.. people really listen to what I say in MC talk and they always say I talk very funny.. really so funny meh..

then on 29th Dec.. another jc class gathering at sarah's house.. for christmas celebration.. actually some of them already met at Mrs Che's wake on 27th.. I did not go.. Mrs che was our bio teacher during JC 2.. a really nice teacher.. she had been very ill the last 2 years..

anyway.. we really have good thai food at Sarah's house.. and then there were some chatting, card games, singing and looking at some of her photos in London and our past photos.. really nice gathering.. remember the good time we had.. the choir people really like to sing.. always singing the songs that they sang in JC.. the christmas songs.. then some of the guys very bo liao.. play poker and have star jumps as forfeits in front of all the guests.. sarah really have grown very thin.. must be becos of her sickness.. really shocked to see her like this.. quite worried for her.. studying overseas is not easy.. hope to see her look better the next time..

The choir people singing happily..

Some of the guys..

oh yah.. these 2 photos are taken with my new camera phone.. yeah! I have a new hp.. so happy.. it is a nokia 6288..

and this our best class photo!

the many many things.. movies! Part 2

In my previous previous entry.. I said I watched eragon right.. actually I found out that the theme song " Keep holding on " is sang by avril lavigne.. no wonder I felt the song quite familiar.. It is really a nice song.. the song can be found here.. http://www.t3rbo.com/audio/view.php?play=ca0914b0d80a85277d597c9aaaa73485..

okay.. I have watched Death note 2 already.. yesterday afternoon.. new year eve.. oh yah.. Happy belated new year.. haha.. the show not bad.. but I feel a bit draggy and boring in the middle..but the ending is good.. unexpected.. but I must say the movie makes light really like a devil.. he really wanted to be the god of the new world that he will even kill his father.. what god is he to be like that.. he is really selfish.. and not a noble "god".. he should die.. but I really sad that L also die.. he really sacrificed himself.. he is really doing this for justice.. there surely be some holes in justice.. but that doesn't mean that Light can use that as an excuse to kill people.. even those innocent ones..

although it was new year eve.. nobody ask me out for countdown.. as usual.. but I was wondering.. is it necessary to go out for countdown.. I don't know.. I never being to countdown party except for the millenium one.. someone told me that it is stupid.. stay at home is better.. maybe becos no need to squeeze with people bah.. and I never seen the real fireworks.. really.. I mean it.. I only saw those telecast on tv.. never heard the real one.. seen the real one.. haha.. is it quite sad?

Avril Lavigne, my favorite..

Few days ago.. I read about avril lavigne.. who is my favourite singer lah.. it's being quite a long time that she did not have a new album.. really looking forward to that.. really like her songs.. I still remembered hearing her first song "complicated" on the radio and like it a lot already.. that time she is still not so famous.. I always missed out her name on radio.. so one time I tried to listen carefully to her name and roughly figured out and went to the CD shop to look for her album.. and I found it.. all my friends don't know who she is then.. sometimes I just will buy the cd if I like the song.. don't care whether he or she is a famous or popular singer.. For tong en and cherry boom (ying tao bang).. this is also the case.. many of my friends still don't know who they are.. so when I sang their songs in ktv.. my friends will not know who they are..

I don't know exactly why I was attracted to avril lavigne's songs.. maybe they are of punk/pop/rock style.. which is my favourite.. and the lyrics are also those that I agree with.. I sometimes hope I can be like her.. have her attitude.. I really hope so.. like to do then do.. the "attitude" or should I say have the attitude problem.. in side me.. I am not the goody good gal at all.. I am rebellious.. I am just controlling myself somehow.. to be the good gal in front of my parents.. if my parents are not around.. I don't know what will become of me.. really cannot imagine..

in ktv.. I just like to sing avril's songs.. shout out.. like releasing myself.. I really enjoyed it..

okay now back to her news.. this year.. with no new album released.. she has acted in few movies.. voice of a cartoon character in the animated movie "Over the Hedge".. If I did not remember wrongly.. one of the animals.. I watched that.. she also got married to a sum 41 member.. at the age of 22.. she is 1 year older than me.. very young to get married right.. actually she has been wanting to get married.. from what I know..

she already got married and me.. I am still studying.. actually I feel getting married is not a bad thing at all.. I will if I already met someone I love.. people may think I am crazy to think this way.. but I really think this way.. I really not very keen on just concentrate on studying liao.. but even if I ever get married.. I can still carry on studying or working.. nothing wrong.. to be married and have children is also not bad after all.. but whether I can find the "right person" is another case.. I am still looking..

getting into a relationship maybe not bad.. to have someone who love you.. care for you.. share your problems is not bad after all.. at least you will not feel lonely for so much time.. sometimes I am surrounded by so many couples.. that I just feel weird and out of place.. but just can't help it.. some people also have the same experience and feeling as me.. some people can so easily find gf/bf.. don't know why.. they are just so popular in this sense.. no matter they are good looking or not.. sometimes look does not matter.. maybe some chemistry that is working.. or is it the work of some hormones..

maybe I have a turn-off face.. or I too ambitious.. too strong.. too loud.. too rough.. too much like a boy that scares people away.. or have too many friends that make people think I not lonely at all.. who will like me.. anyway.. I have been warned not to get into any relationship yet.. must concentrate on studies.. studies more impt.. you will guess who said it lah.. but who cares.. those clever people also have gf and bf mah.. they still did well.. what logic is that.. I really don't understand..