Feeling happy..

having received the replies "No" so many times, I really feel quite sick and sad..

Why am I like the most free one? everyone is so busy, filled with things to do like working, dates and own stuff.. and me.. I didn't receive any call to work after approaching some places for part-time.. why?

and my mother really don't like me doing my own stuff at home.. she is so bossy and naggy.. she can't stand me to be so free right.. haha.. I really want to work to earn money or go out to breathe in some "fresh" air.. everyday stays at home also not good mah.. ask my friends out.. I just can't fit into their schedule lor.. hai~

but last night I really happy to get a positive reply.. "tmr cannot.. some other day?" yes.. seeing "some other day".. feels so good.. at least got chance to go out mah.. haha.. next week..

anyway.. this is just the boredom this week.. weekend will have to work for the events company.. next week got scamp prep camp and a chance to go out..

really looking forward and more happy now..