Have been decided..

I have decided not to organise any outings or gatherings this holidays or anytime in future.. for now lah.. until I change my mind.. becos quite tired already.. why must I be so enthu? although 99% of the getherings I organised were successful with good turn up, I still don't like the feeling of being rejected by some ppl.. why am I the most free one? so if you want me to go out with you, pls be the one to ask me out.. haha.. luckily still have ppl ask me out this week.. if not it will be a very unhappening holidays for me.. haha..