I feel the ache..

Becos you being so frank.. and direct.. it's good to hear an answer.. but didn't know that it is not nice to hear it.. why the conversation becomes so awkward? and I just find that I have actually been so irritating to ask you that.. maybe becos we just think differently.. but I really hope to know you better.. I really hope so.. to have another good friend from uni.. but seems like it is not going to happen like what I have think it will be.. is it my wishful thinking? or I just did it in the wrong way..