Back from 1 night chalet..

yah.. just one night.. really hope can stay longer lor.. but not my chalet mah.. very happy to see my friends, my freshies.. quite sometime never see them liao.. it's fun talking to my freshies and play with them.. I always find that I can get along well with my freshies.. lucky got them.. if not.. I will definitely feel weird be around the sci club ppl.. I just feel weird.. like I'm not very welcomed there liao.. I am from a different batch of MC.. something from the past and not suited there liao.. Why I join SCAMP? also becos got my BB freshies in the comm and my Zeus freshies joining with me.. I am sort of the oldest one there.. not many Year 3 join scamp lor.. quite surprising.. in the past not really like that leh.. what happen liao? maybe the sense of belonging not strong liao.. or becos nothing much is done to attract back the "old" ppl.. or becos of some bad memories and unhappiness still lingering.. nvm.. I will just enjoy myself..

saw some ppl whom I really want to talk to.. but could not get a chance to sit down to talk to them.. so difficult for me.. as they are in their new group of friends liao.. find so hard to approach them and stay a conversation.. we used to talk a lot.. but why it is like hi-bye friends liao.. I really feel quite sad now.. has everything changed so much.. I really don't know what really goes wrong.. is it really thing in the past and cannot get back?