Still not good enough..

results came out on fri 7pm.. thought came out at 5pm.. but I made a mistake.. don't know why I think is 5pm leh.. haha..

anyway.. was at my friend, jas's bbq.. just for 3 of us plus her bf and a few of her family members.. haha.. she will have her own family one the next day.. the food was so nicely marinated.. really good and delicious.. but the I find the squid is a bit salty lah.. but free food cannot be too fussy.. and is really nice of her to invite us to her bbq.. and I know she really treat me as her good friend.. nice to know that..

yah.. I thought I will only know about my results after I get home.. but they persuaded me to check using hp lor.. okay lor.. actually don't really like the idea of using hp.. don't know accurate or not.. haha.. I think too much liao..my phone cannot send the msg then jas help me lor.. okay.. I did improve my grades.. but the CAP did not increase enough.. I am still 0.02 away from 4.. why? a bit disappointed lor.. now very difficult to improve CAP liao.. did so many modules.. to really improve more.. I have to get all As lor.. and I still getting B.. okay lah.. cannot say B is bad.. but to reach my target of above 4 still not enough lor..

I can just say that I will do my very best and what CAP I get in the end is my fate liao.. I just have to face the consequence of not getting 4.0 and above.. I maybe kicked out of the program.. I just have to appeal and beg them not to kick me out.. it is just so troublesome.. but I really want to stay on so that I can follow the study plan.. I have been in this program for years already lor.. and did so many modules they required me to take which are actually not necessary and exempted from some modules that are actually needed to take for other students.. no matter what is the outcome.. I will accept it and I have prepared mentally to bid for my own modules if needed.. but it is comfirmed I will do honours..