the shocking murder..

this has already happened a few weeks back already.. during my reading week.. quite late to talk about it now.. everything seems to go back to normal but maybe not those who are directly related to it.. the mass murder at Virginia Tech really shocked me.. maybe gunshot murder is something quite common in US.. but this 32 people been murdered in a university is really a big news.. especially when it is been done by a person with Asian background.. although he grew up in US.. his skin is still something different.. he is not considered a pure US citizen at all..

when I heard the news, grief really overcome me.. it's maybe weird as I not at all affected at all by this murder.. my family and friends are not involved at all.. which is a relief.. but I still very sad for those innocent people.. just imagine.. you are just studying them.. pursuing a bright future.. and your life is stopped abruptly by someone who you don't even see and know before.. and you are not even given a chance to leave any last word.. and when you die for a reason that you will never know.. so are the people who are still alive.. everything still a mystery.. becos the cold-blooded murderer have also gone with those victims.. just that he may end up in hell while his victims in heaven..

I just feel so emotional when I saw the news.. I cried.. I follow every updates of the news.. something that I will not want to miss.. the most affected should be those studying in that uni.. and the victims' families.. who will know that studying can also put you in danger.. but the students stay strong and they have realised that life is really unpredictable and should spend every single day to the best and fullest.. so am I.. I also respect those teachers who used their body to block the murderer to protect their students.. when something like this happen.. how many people will not think of their own safety first and sacrifice themselves.. not many lor.. these people instinctively wanted to help others before thinking of own safety.. are really great hero and I respect them!

the murderer.. everyone should have hated him.. but is it really his wrong? there are many signs that show that he will do something like that.. but any actions taken to stop him? not really.. and what caused him to have such a psycho behaviour.. his childhood? being discriminated.. lack of family and friends concern? he is such a loner.. I think nobody will care about what he is doing and how is he until he appeared on the news.. then everything came out into the light.. but it is all too late..